Broken

Chapter: Eleven

Jack's P.O.V.

I was feeling like an idiot for telling Spencer that kissing her was just practice.

Who the fuck says that, I'm such a fucking dumb ass.

The thing is I knew I had to stop feeling anything for Spencer, where different, she's smart, amazing, and beautiful.. Shit.

I have to stop this.

I decided to call Megan, she's been wanting to go out for a while. We ended up just going to the movies and I had to say she looked really hot. She kept herself close to me when we watched the film, I started to think about Spencer and if she'd feel comfortable at my house. I began to think about her beautiful eyes and her soft lips.

I need to get her out of my mind. I leaned a little closer near Megan and brushed my lips against her ear.

"Want to go to my place," I said really wanting to think about anyone other then Spencer Rose.

"I would love to," She said a little too excited.

After the movie we headed to my room and I began kissing her neck and she started running her hands through my hair. My lips gently kissed her before we landed on my bed, she started kissing me harder and moved her body on me. I felt our bodies press against each other as we kissed even harder.

I heard the door open and I saw Spencer looking shocked at me and Megan.

"Oh shit, I'm sorry," was all she managed to say before she closed my door and left.

I felt so stupid, let's face it I can't stop thinking about her by sleeping with some girl I didn't even like.

"U-um I have stuff to do and my parents are coming home soon, I'm sorry," I lied.

"Oh okay, that's fine," She said trying to not look hurt. I felt bad, I shouldn't have brought her here.

"Well, call me okay?" She said and kissed me on the lips.

"I'll see you around Megan," I didn't want to lie and say I'd call because I wouldn't.

She looked disappointed and left my room.

Why can't I forget about kissing Spencer for the first time, I mean damn I've kissed other girls and I've never felt like this.

But I can't, we made a deal to fake a relationship and she doesn't like me.

Spencer's P.O.V.

Please, don't leave!!! I'll be a better daughter just don't leave me!!! My dad was leaving me again, I felt hot tears roll down my cheeks, my insides began to hurt and I felt so much pain and anger, why didn't he stop drinking!?!! Isn't family his first priority, I love my dad so much, I can still feel his touch when he would hold me in his arms.

Dad!!!! Please, I don't want to feel lonely again!!!!

I felt someone shaking me, I began to open my eyes and I noticed Jack looking at me with a worried face.

"Are you okay!?!!" Jack said staring at me with his beautiful eyes, when i looked into them I'd feel safe. "You kept screaming!!!"

"Yeah, sorry I had a nightmare"

"Oh," Is all he said, looking at me a little confused and probably curious.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"Thanks, but I really don't" I said honestly.

"Yeah sure, I understand."

I noticed on my clock that it was two in the morning, shit I have to go to that party and try to look like a proper girlfriend.

"Well, I'll explain to you about the party in the morning, get some sleep." He said and then kissed me on the forehead and left.

Why does he always have to seem like an ass and then do things like that?!!!

I felt my eyes getting heavy and I fell into a deep slumber.

Hey, I wish everyone a Happy New Year and that you all have a year full of beautiful memories.

Thank you all so much if you read this and I hope you enjoyed, I decided to just update a short chapter for you guys.

Well I have to get back to eating pizza and cuddling my bear.....

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~ Yancy xxx