Thoughts

I wonder what you think, love?
I wonder what you think of

When you see a fella walking down the street
Just looking like a mature fella, looking kind of neat
Head high, just standing 6 feet
Compare him to a guy who looks nowhere near presentable, but that's who you pick when you want a good treat

I wonder how you feel whenever we talked?
I always wonder how you feel about our walks

Through memory lane
Together, we both have different paths we've paved
Decisions we made
From our victories down to our biggest mistakes
Before you have to leave, can you stay?
There are a few things that I want to say

What's your favorite flower?
What do you imagine when you think of power?

What's your favorite book?
What's your favorite song that has your favorite hook?

Sometimes, I just think that you don't even want me to talk to you
I deeply apologize if I seem to bother you

I just have these thoughts
That tangle themselves in knots

I get these feelings of uneasiness, and worry
Afraid that taking off my mask to show the real me will hurt me
I'm hip deep in trouble, under the rubble, no wonder I'm feeling dirty
The world loves when I'm on fire, but I hate the way I'm burning

So, what do you think?
What do you imagine when life makes you feel like you're about to sink?

Drowning underwater,
Under the crushing current of emotional manslaughter

I wonder how we all will feel when we're at rest
I wonder how life will be later on, after high school, after I meet new friends
Will we ever meet again?

Heh, who knows
What life will hold?

Maybe my heart in its hand
Either waiting to be crushed,
Or maybe for someone outside my circle to understand
What the heck I feel, and lift me back up