Inhale

Quatorze

It's now been two months and with everyday that passes, I feel myself losing all sanity.

                        I was taught to never depend on others happiness.

                                            I don't feel as if I am depending on him because I'm happy right now with my family and friends.

                                                                             I just feel as if he lights up my world even more and makes me want to be a better me when I'm next to him.

                                                      And matter how many guys I get asked out by, the answer will always be no because no one will make butterflies flutter as crazily in my stomach as much at Jordan Fallon does.

                 Nobody will ever make me forget to breathe through a simple grin.

                                                                   Nobody will make me fall as hard as I fell for him.

***

I am crawling under the fence to go to 'Narnia' when I hear I voice that makes me pause in my movements.

                                                     I began to think that it's a dream, so I continue to crawl.

                It's only when I stand up and hear that same voice call my name that I turn around and come face to face with the boy I've longed for for the last two months.

                                                                               I suck in a breath and ask, "Is this a dream?"

He chuckles and crawls under the fence to stand in front of me ask answers back, "You tell me," and kisses me.

                                                          "Definitely a dream." I say once his lips leave mine.

We both smile and fall into comfortable silence.

                   "I'm sorry I left. It's just that I have fallen so hard for you and I didn't trust myself enough to not hurt you, but without you, I feel lost. I know it's selfish, but I just feel so happy around you. I know we don't really know each other, but during those last four months of just staring at you in the coffee shop, I feel as I I've known you for a whole eternity. No girl has ever made me feel like you do. I don't know. I guess I love you, Mya Hayes. You don't-"

                          I cut him off with a kiss because I know what he's going to say next, he's rambling, and I already love kissing him.

                            "I love you too, Jordan Fallon."

                    We stop kissing and stare in each others eyes.

                                      "Inhale, Mya. I think your forgetting how to breathe."

                                                                   "You do that to me a lot." I state honestly once I take in a couple of breaths.