Bakudeku angst

The next morning at school

Bakugos POV:

I'm walking to school like normal, but my pace started to quicken as I noticed a crowd of extras, teachers and staff. I saw police cars, why the fuck is there an ambulance?! Everything has police tape, is this a crime scene?! I pushed my way through the crowd, trying to look what happened. I heard students talking, "A kid jumped the roof!" One said. "Wasn't he in your class?" "he committed suicide!" "Was this bakugos friend?" They kept coming, what the hell are they saying?! I shove another head out of the way, I could feel my heart shatter and drop to my stomach. Why is he being carried away? Why is he all bloody? Why is deku not moving?! Was- was he the one who did it?! Did he listen to my stupid 'advice'?! What?! No! He's an idiot! This- this isn't real! I felt my throat burn and my chest tighten, the salty tears coming down my face for the first time in years. Shit. I didn't want him to do that..