Adopted by Jaden Hossler

I love you #8

Pov Evie

I get home and see Jaden waiting for me i look at the clock and see its 6 im an hour late i totaly forgot the time Jaden says"Evie your late and why were you in a graveyard 45 minutes away?'
I answer with " i went to see Amy and forgot the time.' "who is Amy?' he asks i look at him and think you should know. I just start walking up to my room but Jaden stops me and says "your not going anywere til i know!' he picks me up and i struggle against him but hes to strong he gets his phone and send a message to someone. Josh and Griffin come downstairs and Jaden says "watch her while im gone!' i say "i dont need a babysiter.' soft but he still heared it. He said "dont give me an attiduede.'
I just sit there angry as Jaden leaves when hes gone Josh puts on the tv and griffin goes to the toilet i ask Josh "can i go get some food from the kitchen?' he says back "no i will get some stqy here!' hes so stupid i tought. When he was in the kitchen i ran upstairs i heared josh yell "sh*t Griffin shes gone.' i lock the door and hear Josh and Grifgin running upstairs."open the door Evie.' Griffin says "no!' i scream back. "do i have to get the screw driver again i look at the screwdriver laying on the floor in my room i get my sketchbook and draw something. I hear someone running upstairs and Josh saying "the screwdriver is gone!' i giggle a little "f*ck, its still in her room!' Griffin says. They start knocking the door down but it doesnt work im still drawing they get the other boys and they talk to me but i ignore them. This is my drawing.

I draw this in one line under preasure and think its so ugly i rip it out and hear the boys stopped knocking the door down. I get on my balcony and see a pool i never swim in it im scared of water after the accident. I trow my drawing in the pool and cry. I see Quinten coming outside talking to me "what are you doing Evie get down!' i go and sit on the edge of the balcony Quinten runs inside and. I get of the edge i hear him at the door "Evie dont do it it will break Jaden!' i get inside and hear they started knocking the door down again i get in the bathroom and turn of the shower
(⚠️warning selfharm)

I get some razors and start cutting it relieves so much i hear the boys stopped knocking down the door and telling someone whats going on sh*t i think looking at my arms there are
cuts everywhere.

(⚠️selfharm over)

I put some bandage over them and get to the door wipe my tears away and hear jaden saying "Evie i love you please open the door.' i slowly open the door and see Jaden and the boys they all hug me but someone grabs my arm and it hurts i cry a little "i love you.' Jaden says again i say nothing back. They all stop hugging me and Jaden says "i know why you were in tgat graveyard, do u want me to tell them?' i nodd and Jaden tels them about the accident they all look at me and say "we are so sorry.' i say nothing back i just stare at the wall. Griffin says "are you scared of water?' i nodd and Josh says "we can help you with that!' i nodd again and Josh says "get in your swimsout okay?' i look at him scared and Jaden says "its okay we are here.' i nodd again and get in this bikini.

I get out of my room and see Jaden in his swimwear he picks me up and we go down stairs to the pool Kio Quinten and Anthony are already in the pool Bryce Josh and Griffen arr waiting for us. Jaden put me down and gets in the pool two al the other boys do two i just stand there looking at the water. I walk in and go Jaden holds me for one moment i like it but them i feel the weight of the water again and get scared i get out of Jadens grip and try to swim to the side but i go under and freeze i feel two hands grabin me and get pulled up again. I see its Griffin and i say "get me out!' he puts me on the side and im so scared i get my towel put it around me and just stare at the water i swear to see my dads face in the reflection it goes away Jaden gets out of the pool and says "what happened?' i still look at the water if i can see my dad again but he doesnt come back. Jaden waves his hand infront of my face and says "are you ok.' i nodd and say "i saw something.' "were?' Bryce asks i am still looking at the water this time i see amys face. I point at the place amys face is but it goes away "Bryce and Josh swim over there and say "there is noting here.' Griffin gets out of the pool walks up to me squats so he is the same hight as me he says "are you sure you are okay?' I nodd again while still looking at the water this time I see my moms face she says something to me she says "they all hate you kill yourself!' I say "there it is again!' Griffin says "let's get you inside.'Jaden picks me up and gets me inside. I'm still staring I can't stop he gets me in my pyjama with this hoodie.

I feel dizzy again but I did eat it all starts to spin I say "dad, I don't feel good.' He picks me up and yells "Griffin what do I do?' Griffin comes running in and Jaden gives me to him I start breathing heavily but it stops spinning now I just see black. I whisper "it's black.' Griffin lays me down and I can slowly see again I see that Addi and Bryce are here to I hear my moms voice in my head "your not wourth it you should have died!' I put my hands over my ears and start having a panic attack. Jaden sees and starts rubbing circles on my back I calm down and see Bryce holding the painkillers and reading the box. He says "it's a side effect, the hallucinations and not seeing good!' Addi comes up to me and says "it's okay your gonna be fine.'