Something Special (Dela Cruz Cousins Series #1)

Chapter 04

Chapter 4

Fight.

After what happened earlier, hindi na ako lumabas pa. Okay pa na maghiwalay lang kami. Okay na iyon. Tama na. He's too much.

I have a fever, I'm sick and he treats me like that? What am i a slave to him? Kung ganoon ang tingin niya sa akin, so be it.

Siya na mismo pa ang nagsabi at nagpakita na gago siya. I said that I don't want ti talk to him yet he still pursue me. Hindi ganoon yun.

Yeah, may mali rin ako pero kung ganoon ang asal niya ay maghihiwalay talaga kami.
He's a fucking dick.

I am now lying in my bed, tucking myself in.
Kahit na minumura ko na si Lucas sa loob-looban ko ay hindi ko pari maiwasan umiyak. Yet, here i am that still loves him.

Ang tagal na namin. Sayang ang memories.
I dreamt of my future with him, now that we're not okay and close to breaking up, I don't even know anymore.

Ang sakit, sobrang sakit.

I continued crying hard, hinayaan ko lang ang mga luhang dumadaloy. I just want to cry and don't want to go school tomorrow.

I don't wanna see him..

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Nagising ako, namumugto ang mata.

I think it's already past 6:00. Ugh. I didn't eat. I'm hungry.

Tinignan ko ang cellphone ko at nakita kong tuesday na at ilang araw na ang nakalipas nang mag-away kami Lucas. Nakita ko ring maraming nagtext sa akin. I scrolled and looked at them one by one.

Candy:

Girl? Are you okay na? Punta ako dyan mga 8:00 ah! Magdadala ako Cake hihi. /3:45/

Kio:

Hey? I heard you were sick and you can't go to school today. I'm sorry and make it up to you and Candy. I figured that you two were angry with me. So i want us three to talk tomorrow. Papasok ka rin naman diba? Anyways, Take care of yourself. See you tomorrow /1:02/

Lucas:

Love... /5:19/

Okay na sana 'e. May epal lang sa huli.

I first replied to Candy,

Me:

Hey! Sure! I'll wait. Ingat.

She immediately replied.

Candy:

Ok girl! HERE I GO! /7:38/

Natawa ako at nireplayan naman si Kio.

Me:

Uhm. I'm okay naman na. It's alright di naman ako literally galit sayo. Tampo lang haha. Si Candy ata galit sayo. But anyways. See u tom!

Hindi ko nireplayan ang huli dahil duh? We're NOT OKAY.

Tunayo ako para pumunta sa cr at tinignan ang sarili.

"You know what Lia?" I said to myself in front of the mirror. "Don't cry and be strong!" Pagpapagaan ko sa sarili ko.

I smile but i looked like a girl who got drugs.