depressed Deku (Tododeku) *Completed*

part 1

❌this story does contain self harm and suiside attempts ❌

Deku pov:

After I got into UA kacchan hasn't stoped bulling me and once my dad came back things haven't been the same my mom would get beat up and so would I hated how much pain I caused every one "your going to be late for school!" my mom screemed from down stairs "were is dad" I asked "he's packing our things were going an a trip I don't want to go but I have to but we will be back in three days time" I looked at my mom she looked worried "ok have fun I said" as she left

( *Time skip* )

Once I got to class I heard some one call out to me "hey deku" I turned around to see uraraka "oh hello" I said as a put on a big fake smile "so do u wanna eat lunch with me, todoroki and Iida" she said in a joyful tone "yea of course" I said as I walked over to my desk and layed on my hands to try sleep before class

Bakugou pov:

I walk into class to see that damm nerd sitting on MY DESK "OI DEKU"
I yelled " get off my seat!" "S-sorry I thought this was my seat" he shot up from were he was sitting and went one seat infont of me I sat down in my seat and took out my book for English class

Deku pov:

I shot up from kacchans seat and went to mine as I sat down i saw todoroki walk in I started to blush as he looked at me I turned away burring my face in my arms to hide the blush

Soon after class started it went by so fast like a blink of an eye the bell rang and I went to lunch there I saw all my friends talking and hanging out having fun "OVER HERE" uraraka yelled I walked over and sat down they carried on with there covesation and eating I wasn't hungry "midoriya aren't you going to eat?" Todo asked "yea I had a big breakfast" I said back he just looked at me "oh ok"

About 5mins later a voice came in my head "if  you wanna eat go ahead you fat pig do you think they care look your father and mother hate you do you really think they will come back"

I was snapped out of it by uraraka calling my name "Deku!" She said "what's wrong why are you crying?" She asked carmly I didn't even know I was crying "yea I'm fine I just-" I was cut off by the bell I quickly got up and head to our last lesson of the day

Todo pov:

I started to ask myself questions of why midoriya was crying I got up after him and went to our next class
"Midoriya?" I asked he looked up at me with sadness in his eyes "y-yes" he stuttered "if you want you can go wash off your face I'll cover for you" I said "Really? O-ok I'll be back then" he said

Deku pov:

Once I got to the bathroom I washed off my face looking in the mirror

Useless
Burden
Waist of time
No one cares
Fat
Ugly

All of this was running in my brain as I start to cry again the next thing I know is I skipped the whole of math class

( *Time skip* )

When I got home I went to the bathroom to shower but on the corner of my eye I saw a razor I don't know what I was thinking but I just

Cut

Cut

Cut

I felt the blood drip down my arm I rinsed my arm under water and cleaned up and wraped up my arms

About and hour and a half later the hospital phoned me and told me some very bad news...

This is all for now until next time