depressed Deku (Tododeku) *Completed*

part 2

Deku pov:

I got a phone call From the hospital my mother died and my dad's in a coma I felt my happiness leave me I felt horrible I wanted the pain to go away...

( *Time skip* )

The next morning I woke up remembering everything that happened

This is your fault see your mothers dead because of you now your dad will hate you more why won't you just DIE

"I want to" I mumbled to myself I will just skip today I don't feel like doing anything just then a knock on the door I opened it to see todoroki "hello midoriya I was wondering if you wanted to walk with me to school" he asked kindly "no I'm fine I'm not feeling to good today I think I'm sick" I said trying to hide behind the door " oh ok I'll see you after school then" he smiles sweetly and walks off I close the door and collapse in a mental break down

He doesn't love you no one does

"GO AWAY" I yelled

Just go die already you worthless no body

The voices only got louder and louder I ran to the bathroom graped the razor and

Cut

Cut

Cut

The voices stared to fade away and I felt like I was in control again my vision stared going blurry because of all the blood I lost I quickly cleaned up and wrapped my arms and went to sleep to try and forget

Todo pov:

As I walked down the street after stopping at midoriya's house to see if he's ok I heard yelling "were did that come from" I asked myself I turned around but nothing but it sounded like it came from his house I shrugged it off as my imagination and walked to school

"Hey todoroki were is deku?" She asked Iida wanting to know as well "he said he's not feeling well he might be sick I mean he looks sick" I said in a consurnd voice "we can check up on him after school maybe bring him some soup"uraraka said "that would be very kind" Iida said we walked to class and waited for the day to end

( *Time skip after school* )

Deku pov:

I heard knocking at the door I didn't want to get up so I just yelled "IT'S OPEN" I saw Iida, uraraka and Todo walk in and asking how I was "I'm fine" I said with a big fake smile "were is your mom?" Iida askes I looked at him trying not to cry "s-shes on a trip with m- my f-father" I said in a shaky voice "oh really I never knew your dad came back how long will they be gone for?" Uraraka asked "I d-dont know"I said trying my hardest not to cry "midoriya are you alright" Todo asked I looked at him it felt like everything was spinning and I could not concentrat "midoriya?" "Yea I'm fine I think I'll be good it's getting late you guys should leave" I said as I walked them out "oh ok get better soon" they all said I closed the door and locked it I walked over to my room and layed down on my bed the voices came back and it was all I could hear I could not even hear my own thoughts

Your so useless when will you learn that no one cares about you or how you feel you have no one even is they do care the do it out of pitty

Just go die already

I wanted to but I was honestly scared I wanted the pain to go awyay but I felt like I deserved it

I started to dift to sleep as my phone rang I picked up

M:"hello?"

Doc:"hello I have news about your father"

M:"oh yea what is it?"

Doc:"well his coma will most likely last about a month or two if you want to visit you can tomorrow at 3pm"

M:"ok thanks"

I hang the doctor said one month or two

You know once he wakes up hell hate you because it's all your fault I'm sure he doesn't want a disappoint of a child

"I know" I wisper to myself be for going to sleep

Sorry for my bad spelling this is my first story again I am adding some of my own parts like Dekus dad being abuseive my dad isn't like that

With that till next time I want to post often but with school and stuff I'll try.   (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧