It Started With A Hug. {Eng}

chapter #40

I woke up with a red spot on my bedsheets. I sighed and got everything off of my bed. I put it in the laundry, including my panties and my pajamas, turned the washing machine on, and went into the shower.

I was done showering and dried myself off. I grabbed a pair of panties and went back to the bathroom. I did my thing on the toilet while wrapping the pad around my underwear. I got a huge attitude when I'm on my period, so there better be no one to piss me off today.

When I walked downstairs I remembered yesterday. I immediately got a small layer of tears in my eyes and the cramps didn't even help. I ate an apple and went to my room again. I opened the window and watched the sun come up while listening to music with my headphones. I watched people walking by and some of them even arguing, 'this early?' I thought and walked away from the window.

I sat on my bed and thought about what I should do at this moment, about the fight with Hobi and Taehyung that's making me feel unsafe. I decided to watch a few romantic movies and eat ice cream by myself in the living room. Jimin slept by Namjoon yesterday and wanted to spend the night today too.

While I watched and ate, I realized I should go shopping. Almost all the food was gone. We ate it all and I didn't have the time to go shopping before. I turned the TV off and grabbed my credit card. I walked out, locking the door and walking towards the local market.

I grabbed a shopping cart and walked through the store. My parents always put €10 more at the end of each week. I had more than enough to buy food for at least the next week. I grabbed 2 loaves of bread, some fruit and vegetables, some sauces, meat, a pack of vitamin drinks, some toilet- and kitchen papers, some yogurts that Jimin liked, a few noodle cups, the other noodles that were in a package, and a few snacks.

I asked for a big bag and filled it up with the groceries. I paid and wished the employee a great day. I walked home and bumped into someone and dropped the toilet papers and some other stuff. "Oh, I'm so sorry, excuse me!" I said not looking into his eyes. It was Yoongi and he smiled, helping me pick up all the groceries that fell on the ground.

"Let me help you carry that shit" he said smiling and he grabbed the bag from my hand. I smiled and thanked him with a small kiss on his cheek. We walked home and talked about school and about my fight with Hobi. Suddenly Yoongi said something that touched my poor little heart. "If you need to apologize to him, then do it now, he could be waiting for you" he said it like he knew something that I don't, and making me realize I need to apologize to Hobi.

I thanked him and hugged him while he went home. I separated all the groceries in the kitchen counters and the fridge. While I did that, I thought about what I should say to make the apology look like I really meant it, because when I apologize, usually it doesn't sound like I mean it.

'I'll say: Hobi, listen, I'm sorry that I made a scene out of this little thing. I'm sorry, *grab and squeeze his hand 6 times*, *smile and hug him*' I thought and grabbed my phone to text him.

Y/n
Come over, I wanna talk

Hobi
Okay :|

I turned my phone off and put it on the table in front of the couch. I sat down and waited for Hobi. After like 10 minutes someone rang the doorbell. I got up and opened the door. I let Hobi in and we sat on the sofa. "Uhm, I don't know how to start I'm sorry" I said shyly. "Don't apologize for everything" he said looking into my eyes. "Okay, uhm I'm sorry, for making such a scene out of a small thing like that" I apologized looking into his eyes.

Hobi chuckled and pulled me in to hug me. "It's okay, I know you're on your period" he said making me confused. I pulled out of the hug and looked at him. "You've been acting like this every time you got your period" he said making me realize he knew that I had my period for the first time on my 11th birthday and laughed.

I hugged him one last time and we talked about what we could eat for dinner. "Owh, I promised Jimin to text him if we ordered something" I said. Hobi nodded and grabbed my phone texting Jimin.

Y/n
We're ordering McDonald's, want some? - Hobi

*Few minutes pass*

Jimin
Yes! 2 bigmac's, 4 cokes, some fries and milkshakes (chocolate, 4) THANK YOU!! ♡ ~

Y/n
No problem, anything for my baby boys! :)

I smiled and ordered it from my iPad. I ordered Jimin's order and our order together. It cost like €50,27 but I didn't care because it was all to make them happy, and the most important thing, TO EAT!

We waited 20 minutes and when the delivery guy came he apologized for the waiting and I thanked him. I closed the door and picked our order out, separating it from Jimin's. I put their order in a bag and brought it upstairs. "Here you go!" I said when Namjoon opened the door. He smiled and hugged me. "Thank you" he whispered and I smiled.

I went to my apartment again and opened the door to see Hobi still waiting for me. I smiled and sat next to him. I ate my happy meal and my Chicken McNuggets after it. I drank my milkshake while Hobi grabbed my fries. I smiled and did like I didn't see it while he smiled and ate my fries.

We finished our food and I cleaned the table. We sat down on the sofa watching a show and I suddenly felt like every guy could touch me if I didn't do anything about Taehyung. I suddenly felt like a hoe but didn't tell Hobi. I didn't even watch the show anymore, I just thought about myself and how I could stop Taehyung.

Hobi went home after the show and I waved him goodbye with a false smile. I went to my room, did my routine, and changed my pad. I layed on my bed with a hot bag on my tummy and over though. I finally fell into a deep deep sleep.