It Started With A Hug. {Eng}

chapter #41

I woke up at 8 am. W hen I realized I was late, I jumped up and dressed up real quick. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I went downstairs and prepared my backpack. I grabbed my phone, and keys and ran out. I locked the door and walked to the bus stop.

I waited impatiently for the bus to come and got on the bus. I looked at the time and it was already 8.27 am. The bus arrived at my stop and I got off running to school. When I arrived at school I needed to grab a late note. This was mine 5th this year. I sighed and sat on my desk alone.

I felt really awful since I had my period and a lot of personal stuff. I didn't even pay attention to the classes anymore.

My class was over and I went to my locker, there was a little note on the inside. Our lockers had keys, but you could always stick those sorts of notes in it through the holes at the top. I looked around and read the note.

'Y/n, I know you're going through so much shit right now, but I wanted to let you know that you're the most beautiful girl in my life, I want you for a long time and I don't want to lose you! I'll love and appreciate all of you! I love you and I want you to know that you can talk to me about anything! I love you! ♡

Yours
Hoseok'

I got a layer of tears in my eyes and I put the note in my pocket. I smiled and wiped my tears away. I went to my next class. It was Chemistry and I didn't feel like going to it. I sat alone again and did what the teacher told us to do.

-Time Gap-

All my classes were over and I walked towards my locker. I got pissed off because of the one boy that tried to get a straight-A only by flirting with the teacher. I got disgusted and went to the bathroom after it.

I grabbed my books from my locker and dumped them in my backpack. I walked towards the bus stop when I felt like going to Hobi and my place. I'm gonna call it the H spot. I got on the bus and went to the final stop. I got off and put in my earphones.

I put my mental breakdown playlist on and walked to the place where I sat the previous time. I sat there again, under the oak tree, with my backpack and headphones, all alone with my hands around my legs and my chin on my arms.

I don't know why I felt like this the past days, but I felt like it was gonna get worse. I stayed there until it became dark, I totally forgot about the time and when the sun went down I snapped back to reality with my unhealthy thoughts.

I looked at the time and saw that it already was 9.27 pm. I texted Jimin to pick me up from the park and waited for him at a random bench, close by the parking lot. I saw Jimin's car coming towards the park and stood up. I put my headphones around my neck and sat in the passenger seat.

Jimin didn't ask or anything he just smiled and we listened to the lofi beats he downloaded the other day. It was calming and happy at the same time. I thought about the note from Hobi and felt in my pocket. It was still there and I smiled, looking away out of the window to the dark blue sky.

I saw little stars coming up and looked at them. We arrived in front of my apartment and we got out of the car. We walked towards the entrance and I felt like drinking. Jimin went to Namjoon's apartment and spend the night there again, although it was Monday. I really liked and appreciated their relationship, I was happy for them.

I put my backpack in the corner of the room and realized we had homework. I freaked out and grabbed the wine bottle sipping myself a drink. I drank like 5 drinks and became tipsy again. I did my homework half drunk and half asleep.

I was done with it so I put it back in my backpack. I went upstairs and without even washing my face I plopped on the bed, putting my headphones on again and listening to my mental breakdown playlist. I didn't do anything, but I still zoned out and the memories with Hobi slashed before my eyes.

I couldn't even watch them all but it felt like I was losing him. I had the feeling that he somehow didn't like me the way I did. I felt like he really hated me, or that he didn't even think about me. I felt awful and had the feeling that something bad will happen tomorrow. A/n: y/n drifted into a deep sleep while Hoseok, also known as Hobi in this book, thought about Y/n and thought that she liked another guy that will be like her toxic ex...

Hoseok's POV
I finished my game and went to my room. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I smiled at the reflection of myself in the mirror and did my thing on the toilet. When I got under my sheets I immediately thought about Y/n and how she could be here, keeping me warm and sharing her story with me.

The thought of her made me want her more and more. I smiled at the ceiling and I drifted off to some dirty thoughts. 'What if, SHE CAN GIVE THE BEST BLOWJOB EVER?' I asked myself and sat up straight. I smiled and chuckled slightly. I layed back down and drifted off to a wet dream.