Okay.
Like, how should I feel when someone starts communicating with you outta nowhere, lies to you and then blames you for crap that doesn't make sense?
I'm pretty sure I should know by now, i mean that just describes every relationship I've ever had with anybody.
But holy shet it gets tiring.
I mean, O k a y. Maybe you didn't think i cared. M a y be you thought of me as a 'casual friend'.
Idk.
But it r e a l l y hurts.
And then i get told I'm 'anti-social' because i dont interact with people enough.
Haha—
Okay, look:
1) if you haven't noticed, the majority of my peers are dimwits and ,as arrogant as it might sound, i get along with none of them.
2) whenever I DO get along with someone, i tend to just be someone they know. Never a 'friend'.
3) JUST because i like alone-time doesn't mean I'm ACTIVELY avoiding people.
4) MAYBE. JUST MAYBE. If i wasnt raised to be such a NERD I'd be a popular skinny kid with zero to friends.
5) WHAT THE ACTUAL FRIKETY FRACK DO PEOPLE MEAN WHEN THEY SAY THAT I DONT TALK TO PEOPLE???
BISH. HAVE YOU MET ME?
DO YOU EVEN FRLUCKIN K N O W ME???
Omg. Omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.
WHO THE ACTUAL F DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
Not only am i ACTIVLEY talking to people. I help them with homework, listen to their sorry asses and then help them deal with their problems.
THEIRS. NOT MINE.
*Sigh*
But i guess that's what i get for being nice, right?
Okay, here's a heads-up to anyone who meets me:
If you lie to me, manipulate me, say something or do something that's uncalled for, DO NOT expect me to be nice.
Maybe I'll be casual about it, BUT THAT DONT FRIGGIN MEAN IM OKAY WITH IT.
OH HELL NAH.
I'm so done. I really am.
Please dont take me for granted, i know I'm too nice.
I'm pretty sure its my fault, but come on.
(I'm sorry if you read this, but you brought it onto yourself. Also, I'm pretty sure none of this makes sense. L o l.)
YOU ARE READING
Dumb shet
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