Behind The Lens And Vogue

~|The Big Question|~

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I was in the small yellow sundress, and a blue sweater that Gran had lovingly knitted for me. I was holding her hand and we were walking towards the subway. Her grip on my small hand was so tight, I was already used to it; she'd protect me with everything she had, even to the last of her breath. We were just talking, and she was listening to me like she always did. The sundae I had in hand was almost over, and I was enjoying the sweetness in my mouth, like I licked a whole can of sugar. Suddenly, her grip went tighter, and she was hiding me behind her, two men were coming, they looked to be in their late teenage, the next thing I know, her purse is being taken away from her, like she had stolen it. My heart was racing... My small purse is also being snatched away from me, what is happening? The underway train comes, she's shot, she falls in front of me, blood everywhere, I was screaming for help...

Damn.

Damn it.

Damn it!

This was the third time since I moved to Marbella that I was having the same nightmare. Well, it was like a flashback of what really happened, but it was still a nightmare. And it bothered me a lot. I looked at the time on my alarm clock, three in the freaking morning. I rubbed my eyes, and went downstairs to have cold water. I was thirsty, like the screaming dried up my throat. I slammed the bottle on the prep area. I heaved a deep sigh, and rubbed my eyes again. I completely lost sleep, and so I decided to touch on the extra class work I had. I grabbed my laptop, books and pens, and went up to my room. I placed them on my bed and went to wash my face.

Puffy, red eyes, tired face, and everything ugly about a worried face. I splashed cold water on my face, and went to study. Of course I talked to Big Guy, and I asked Him to stop these nightmare already; I know my mom wasn't alive, but I didn't need a reminder! There were a bunch of notes to go through, and I soon got bored. I closed everything up, and got inside my blankets. Maybe this time I'd sleep.

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My phone was ringing, and when I picked it up, it was Alicia.

"What, small feet?" I greeted.

"Well, good morning to you sweetheart, where the hell are you? It's freaking ten in the morning!"

"Shut up!"

"I'm serious girl, get the hell up! People are looking for you, especially him,"

"Him who?"

"I hate it when you act dumb. Alec is looking for you, desperately for that matter, "

"I'll be there in thirty,"

"Okay, I got you coffee and donuts, so just come directly,"

"Thanks Leesh,"

"Cool,"

I made my bed, took a shower, and I loved the fact that it relieved my muscles, and brushed my teeth. I had already picked up my clothes, so it was a matter of wearing them. An Ankara wear for a the upper part, ripped black jeans, and some orange converse. I tied my hair in a low bun, and wore some rose shaped earrings.