A year since it all happened ..
I'd proudly announced my love publically for a person who meant everything to me and the next day I lost that very sweet creature forever.
This irony kept eating me up alive everything what we love ; should that be kept private cause otherwise the world will snatch it from your hands .
I always wondered that how a person who meant everything to me suddenly become non-existing
Many incidents occurred . I hid myself in a hard shell and portrayed myself as a unbreakable ; callous and cold , ignorant personality I did it all just to get rid off the sympathy . I kept pushing everyone as far as possible ; suppressed my sentiments got mum ; started accepting things which weren't right . I never raised my voice against the injustice done .
But deep inside I was all messy . My emotions had cluttered up and clogged my happiness .
Still then there were some people who believed in me . They risked to touch the hard shell of mine and surprisingly it was easily breakable so they touched my soul and pacified me with ease .
I haven't thanked any of those beautiful creations yet . I know I never will cause I'm bad at expressing . I wish I could use their names here but let's save the best ones so I'm not gonna reveal them .
Gradually during that time I learnt a lot of things . A lot of lessons experiences pains etc
I couldn't do my best . But I hope you all can so here are a few of my requests you need to give a glimpse before it is all gone .
