IDK You Yet

13

1 week later.

Y/n's POV.

I remembered everything with everyone but Sana. I wonder why. I was still curious about my accident so I asked Yeji. She told me I was fighting with a friend I had feelings for and drove away. She said I sped up and crashed which caused me to forget the girls. So that's why I felt familiar with the girls. I could remember everything but I couldn't remember the person I was arguing with. And I kept feeling like I missed someone. So I decided to tell Sana about it.

I went to her room and sat on her bed next to her.
Sana: "Hey, what's wrong?"
Y/n: "I don't know. I feel so lonely these days. It's like I miss someone I don't even know. I need her but I don't know her yet. Someone's missing from my life and I need to find her."
Sana: "O-Oh, well you have us."
Y/n: "Yeah, but strangely enough I don't feel lonely anymore now that I'm with you."
I turned to her and smiled.
Sana: *smiles* "That's good. Maybe you'll remember her soon."
Y/n: "Yeah, I hope so. How can you miss someone you never met? I need her to find me because I'm in my head."
Sana: "Hm, I don't know either. Let's go to sleep."
We went to bed.

But one day, Sana and I were arguing.
Sana: "Why don't you remember me!? You remember all the other girls but me!"
Y/n: "I'm sorry-
Sana: "No! You were SO mad at me when we were in high school that you even pretended to not know me!"
I grit my teeth from trying to yell.
Y/n: "I'm serious Sana, I really don't remember you. I don't know you yet."
Sana: "WHY THOUGH!?"
Fuck it, I can't hold it in anymore.

Y/n: "Because all I remember is fighting with one of my friends! We fought and I got so mad I left and got into a car accident! So, SORRY if I can't remember you because that accident messed me up for life! My head collided with the steering wheel and fucked my head up Sana! I want to remember you too! You're telling me why I can't remember you, here's your answer! It's sad because I don't even remember the person I was fighting with!"
I saw her face. It looked like her soul had left her body.

Sana: "I-I'm sorry N/n."
Y/n: "I can't with this right now."
I stomped to the living room with some of the girls. Half of them were with me and the other half were comforting Sana.

Bedtime.

Y/n: "I'm gonna go to sleep now girls. Thanks for comforting me."
Mina: "No problem Y/n."
Jihyo: "Oh, okay. Sleep well."
Jeongyeon: "Don't be too mad at her."
I laughed.
Y/n: "I won't, you girls sleep well too."
I opened my room door to see Sana and Dahyun sleeping on my bed together.
Y/n: "YAH-

I was about to yell at them when my memories with Sana came rushing back. It was the memory of us fighting when I saw her and Chan on my bed on top of each other. I closed my eyes and held my head. It was so painful I screamed. It wasn't until Sana hugged me tight when I opened my eyes. The girls were looking at me worried.

Sana: "Y/n, are you okay!?"
I looked at her and gently pushed her away.
Y/n: "G-Get away from me."
She was confused.
Sana: "Why? What happened?"
Jihyo: "S-She probably remembers the painful memory of you Sana."
Y/n: "I-I'm sorry but I don't think I can stay here tonight-
Sana: "No, stay with me tonight Y/n."
I was hesitating.
Y/n: "F-Fine, we need to talk in your room first." 
I pulled her to her room and sat on her bed.

Sana: "Did you remember that night?"
I nodded without looking at her.
Y/n: "I was also wondering why I couldn't remember you, now I know why."
I looked at her.
Y/n: "You hurt me the most."
Sana: "I'm sorry Y/n, I really am. I was dumb that night okay? I would take back everything I did."
I laughed bitterly.
Y/n: "You see, even though you were the one to hurt me, I still love you more than a friend. Why Sana?"
She was silent. I scooter closer to her and kissed her cheek.
Y/n: "Get some rest then Sana."