IDK You Yet

21

Y/n: "Wow, you're finally growing up."
Sana: "I really am Y/n."
Y/n: "Yeah, makes me wonder if I should drop all of my friends to be with you. Come and eat before we eat it all."
Sana: "Y/n, I do want to be with you."
Y/n: "I do too Sana, but I don't think it's the right time. You're a famous idol and I'm just a manager. Plus, your actions are telling me you don't want me. Now hurry up and come eat, I'm not asking you again."
I went back to the kitchen to eat and Sana came too. Sana sat next to Dahyun again. She was trying to make me jealous and it was working.

Nayeon: "Y/n, are you okay?"
I ignored her question and kept eating until my plate was empty.
Sana: "Dahyun, can I sleep with you tonight?"
Dahyun: "Sure-
I stood up and put my plate in the sink.
Y/n: "Can you girls clean up?"
Jihyo: "Yeah. Why, where are you going?"
Y/n: "Something came up and someone needs me tonight so I'm sorry I won't be able to stay here."
Sana: "Why do you always go out nowadays? You're supposed to be taking care of us, it's your job."
I took a deep breath.

Y/n: "My personal life also matters Sana."
Sana: "Okay, so does mine. But you're supposed to be doing your job."
Y/n: "No, your personal life doesn't matter anymore. You made that choice when you chose to become an idol and let your life be out there. And you're suppose to be making an effort to be with me but you're just being a snake that you are as always. Maybe I shouldn't have remembered you Sana."
I grabbed my jacket and keys and was about to leave.

Sana's POV.

Y/n: "No, your personal life doesn't matter anymore. You made that choice when you chose to become an idol and let your life be out there. And you're suppose to be making an effort to be with me but you're just being a snake that you are as always. Maybe I shouldn't have remembered you Sana."
Ouch. Well that hurt.
Dahyun: "Hey, don't say that to unnie."
Y/n: "Stay out of this Dahyun. I don't want to hurt you right now."
Dahyun: "Go ahead. Say it, I can take it."
Y/n: "You need to stay the fuck out of this. I'm being deadass serious Dahyun."
Dahyun: "Why? Do you love Sana that much?"
Y/n: "Not anymore."
Dahyun: "Why?"
Y/n: "Because you...you took her heart already. Why do you think she's always with you? Asking to sleep with you? It's because she loves you already."
Sana: "No I don't-
Y/n: "But she's also playing with me. I should've just stayed with Yeji from the beginning."
Dahyun: "Why didn't you?"
Y/n: "Because-
Sana: "STOP!"

They both looked at me.
Sana: "Y/n, you better stay your ass here and Dubu, go to your room."
Dahyun: "Fine."
She went to her room. Y/n was about to leave but I grabbed her.
Sana: "Don't go. You have it all wrong N/n. I want to be with you only."
Y/n: "Then you need to tell Dahyun that! She's in her room having false hope that you'll choose her!"
She sighed.
Y/n: "I told you from the beginning to not use her as a toy."
Sana: "But you also used Yeji and the other girls!"
Y/n: "No I didn't! I was actually taking care of her and the others! You said you would use Dahyun! I never agreed to using others to make you jealous! There's a difference Sana!"
I let go of her.
Y/n: "I don't know what else you did with her for the past two years because I wasn't here. It's like if I'm not here, you find someone else to cling on to. Stop doing that. You're supposed to be loyal to one person only. But you, you're not like that."
Sana: "Weren't you-
Y/n: "Don't you dare say I was like that. I liked Yeji, but not as much as you. I liked the other girls, but not the way I liked you. I'm still going to care for them, but I've always been loyal to you when you weren't."
I couldn't say anything.

Y/n: "I'll text you Ji."
Jihyo: "Okay, drive safe."
Y/n: "I will. And Sadness unnie will come over later."
Nayeon: "Bye Y/n."
Y/n: *smiles* "Bye."
The door closed and she was gone. What have I done?
Jeongyeon: "Great job Sana."
Momo: "Why didn't you just let her go?"
Tzuyu: "Instead, you decided to start a fight."
Mina: * sighs* "I'm going to bed."
She left.
Sana: "I didn't mean to. I want to be with her, but I don't know how to."
Nayeon: "Then just tell her! If you like someone tell them! Like how you told Chan you liked him in high school!"
Sana: "I know unnie!"
Chaeyoung: "THEN JUST TELL HER YOU WANT HER!"
That's the first time baby tiger ever yelled.
Sana: "Why are you guys so mad?"
Chaeyoung: "Because we all like Y/n, but she chooses you! Are you that dumb to mess up with such a nice person unnie!?"
She stomped to her room.
Tzuyu: "Maybe Y/n is right. She shouldn't have remembered any of us."
Momo: "Tzu, don't say that."
Tzuyu also went to her room.
Jihyo: "When Y/n comes back tomorrow, you better tell her all about your feelings."
Everyone went to their rooms. I eventually went to my room as well.

Meanwhile.

Y/n's POV

At Yeji's house.

I pulled into the driveway and saw mom leave in her car. We waved to each other before she drove off. Yeji was in the doorway looking better. I got out and ran to hug her.
Y/n: "Hey."
Yeji: "Hey."
We pulled out of the hug.
Y/n: "Where's mom going?"
We went inside.
Yeji: "Oh, she's going on a trip with some friends. She won't be back until next week."
Y/n: "And you were going to stay here all alone?"
Yeji: "I was about to FaceTime you anyways, look."
She pointed to the kitchen counter. Her computer was there with the FaceTime app pulled up with my name on it. I laughed.
Y/n: "Good."
Yeji: "What's wrong?"
Y/n: "What do you mean?"
Yeji: "Something happened. What is it? Did you and unnies fight?"
Y/n: "It was just with Sana."
Yeji: "Come sit."

We sat on the couch and I told her everything that happened at the dorm. She was always listening and never asked questions until I was done talking. I liked that about her.
Yeji: "I think she likes you but doesn't know how to tell you. Don't be so mean to her, you don't know what's up with her yet."
Y/n: "I know. What about you? What's new with you?"
She smiled widely.
Yeji: "Pd-nim said I could be debuting with 4 more people in less than two years!"
I widen my eyes and hugged her.
Y/n: "REALLY!?"
We both laughed.
Yeji: "YES! You can be my manager now!"
Y/n: "I know right!?"
I put her down and we talked more about our lives.
We got ready for bed.

Yeji already fell asleep but I was still up. I was still thinking. If Yeji debuts next year, I won't be able to be her manager until the following year because of the contract. But the contract said I could always leave whenever I wanted to. But I don't want to leave Sana, but I also want to be Yeji's manager because we made a promise. Fuck! What do I do?
Just then Jihyo texted me.
Jihyo 💜: hey where r u staying?
I smiled.
Me: i'm at Yeji's place
Jihyo 💜: ok good. just wanted to make sure u were safe
Me: thanks for always checking up on me Ji. you're the best ❤️
Jihyo 💜: no problem
Me: goodnight Jihyo 💖
Jihyo 💜: goodnight as well N/n 😘
I smiled slightly and went to sleep as well.

Uh oh. ✌️