Principal and Principles.(gxg) [Teacher X Student]

Falling.

Goodbye, Princess" she said and I laughed and cried at the same time,maybe I'm going mad.

"Goodbye, Grumpy pants" I replied and she laughed and cried at the same time,maybe she's going mad as well.

"tal vez nos volvamos a ver en otra vida"

She said as I took two steps back but I didn't want to know what it meant.

Because life's fucking unfair and unjust like that .
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I left Hannah's place and walked back to my house, wind whistling by as I walked with no conscious of where I was going.

Everything was a blur but I wasn't crying and maybe that was the worst feeling I ever felt.

It felt like death, a very cold feeling indeed to be told you're worth nothing, just being discarded without a fight.

And the thought for some reason made me laugh.

Deleting that therapist's number was a bad idea afterall.

Finally I turned the lock to my door and another cold wave came over me because everything reminded of her.

The first thing I did was put on my headphones and blast some music to silence my thoughts.

Then I got myself some ice cream.

While eating that stupid ice cream I realised something not stupid,

Fuck them

Yeah that's the not stupid thing I realised,sue me.

And the day dragged to night, and night bought tears and the memories.

There's something about recalling a warm memory and feeling utterly cold.

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And next day was even bad, because can you imagine going to school and facing her and those memories hitting all over again in 3D?

I thought of skipping school, but then how long? I'll have to go to school, I'll have to face her someday.

So I decided to put on a ' I'm single' outfit and face those motherfuckers.

Day went on as usual in school, except it wasn't usual, I wasn't happy but I guess I'm pretty good at hiding it because nobody noticed.

It was lunch time when I saw her,HER
She was wearing a peach satin shirt with a plain pencil skirt and I could feel her eyes on me, so I decided to face her.

Does your heart go haywire just by seeing someone? It's either a cold feeling or a wram feeling

In this case it was cold

How many times can the same thing break your heart?

As long as you love it

And I looked away from her.

I was on my way to throw my tray in dustbin when someone crashed into me making me drop my tray on the floor in an attempt to catch the body from hitting and attempting to not let myself fall but everything seems to fall these days.

"I'm sorry about that" the voice above me said, when I looked at her I realised she's Claudia, a junior from the school.

"No problem, janitor's gonna be mad though" I replied cocking my head towards the tray which was on the floor and let's just say it was messy, she gave a carefree laugh, it was then I realised that all eyes were on us, including HER.

I heard someone holler and scream cute from the crowd and that made me realise that we were in a cliche position so I got up hurriedly.

"Enough, everyone back to class"

I heard HER voice cut through the crowd and she gave me one last look before marching out,and it didn't take science to understand that she was pissed.

"Mm mind if I help you with that" Claudia said while walking beside me pointing to the stain on my tee which probably came from the crash.

"Oh no that's alright, I'll just uh-" I said pointing towards the direction of washroom and she nodded.

She followed me to washroom for some reason and that gave me sus vibes but I dismissed it thinking maybe she had to use the washroom but when she just stood there looking awkward while I was washing the stain my sus vibes got tenfold.

"Mmm I actually wanted to say something" the hesitant voice spoke and I cocked my eyebrow through the mirror.

"Umm I had a m- will you go on a date with me?" She finished the sentence with a lot of efforts and before I could finish the sentence she continued

"I'll wait for you 3 in the evening today, you can make up your mind, bye"  And she scurried out of the washroom while I stood there shell shocked.

Did she just?

And another bomb dropped when the stall I didn't notice was occupied opened and She walked out of it.

Our eyes met again and there it was again,the same cold and numb feeling.

Her eyes looked like she wanted to say something but all she did was wash her hands and walk out, I remembered Lizzy telling me that right wing washrooms are facing an issue so that meant the washroom in principal's office was out of function too, and that explains why She was here.

I felt like a part of me walked away with her.

Authors note-

I just wanna be loved as much as Hannah loves Mia, just two people whose world revolves around each other,but I guess that's just in books written by the people who think being emotional is an art.

Okay I know you guys are mad, and you have a right to be mad at me.
But like Asshinko said "I'm back and I'm better" I promise to finish this story and a happy ending for you guys, love you all!!
Thanks to Entlychiafor the help!