Diary of my not so perfect life

chapter 3

okay diary im trying to find a name for you because saying "dear diary" just sounds too stupid. i know your probably like whats also stupid is me trying to find a name for a book with empty paper in it but what can i say? im weird like that.

so i realized i havent written in this diary since the whole collin problem but i wont say who he is or what happened because i still cant talk about him to anyone so let's change the subject! the wedding! i have to go to a dinner with my famly and zac's (krystal's fiance) family so we can start our preperations today. (groan) i've had enough of these whole "meet his family/prepare everything" dinners. the only thing im looking forward to from the outcome of this wedding  is the chaos. okay i know your probably like what the hell? who likes chaos? we i do. i love having a big family even though i act like i dont, it always hectic and reminds me of the weasley family (if you dont know who they are then i feel really bad for you and are also planning your extremly painful death) who i fell inlove with from the first time i saw the burrow (then again if you dont know what that is then i seriously would be enjoying murdering you) but now the thing is my extremly hot brother in law. i have lots of sisters in law but never a brother in law so i just hope i can stand this one.  anyways i have to go get ready but i'll write everything in detail tomorow for ya.
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ughh. i have just finished my homework so i can tell you about the dinner.

after changing into a mid-thigh length black lace skin tight dress and those gorgeous red heels, i curled my hair and put on some glossy red lipstick and headed downstairs to wait for the rest of the family. since zack (the second oldest brother of mine) is in college in New York that just leaves me, krystal and my parents. (Dane is sleeping over at a friends house.)

When krystal finally came down she was wearing a mid-thigh Lilac dress that just looks gorgeous with her tanned complextion. she twirlled for me and said "what do you think?" in a slightly nervous voice but i assured her and said "you look gorgeous". after my mum and dad finally came out we left and headed to some fancy seafood restaraunts which's name i cant even pronounce. the restraunt looked absolutely gorgeous as it was on a pier facing the lake and it looked absolutely breathtaking with the moon shining over it. Krystal shot me a worried look and i just mouthed you'll be fine to her.
we walked into the restraunt and asked where the Sandells table was, the waitor took us to a private table at the back of the restraunt which had a amazing view. the Sandells were'nt here yet so we sat down. After ten minutes of me assuring krystal that she look fine, the Sandells finally arrived.

mrs.sandells was wearing a navy blue floor length dress that looked amazing with her blond hair. Zac was wearing  dark blue jeans and a navy blue shirt . i shook hands with mrs. sandells and zac just as i turned to my seat i saw marc looking... HOT. okay pause right here. your all probably imagining like zac Efron or something but no he was HOTTER than that. and no im not kidding anyways, play.

he was wearing black vans, black jeans and a simple white T-shirt but anyone could say he looked hot. his hair was slightly ruffled and he looked like he couldnt give a damn. i didnt realise i was staring at him until Krystal nudged me and gave me a knowing smirk. i could feel my cheeks heating up as i went to sit across Marc. i watched as our parents talked when i got a message from krystal on my phone: My oh my sis marc sandells is sure as hell hot ;).

i smirked and sent back: your one to talk cause zac sure looks damn fine. keep your eyes on whats yours sis or i might steal it ;). i made sure she saw my smirk and winked at her when she looked up.
she smirked and sent me: go ahead take zac i think i might have fell for the wrong sandells anyways.

i laughed which got me a glare from my mum that said " put your phone down now or i will melt you with my eyes." i nodded to her in understanding and closed my phone. After we ordered krystal said "so should we start planning eveything now or after the food?"
"might as well start now and get this over with" mrs.Sandells said.
"okay so we need to find a place large enough, a cake, the flowers, the type of invitations, our guest list, seating plan and dresses and tux's" krystal finished off with a large smile that showed she couldn't wait to get started on all of it.
"we realized this was alot for just me and Krystal to do so we decided that Layla and Marc could help us" zac said which almost caused me to choke on my lemon and mint smoothie.
" what?" i stuttered looking extremly confused the same time Marc said "excuse me?" looking just as confused.
"well Layla your the bridesmaid of honor and Marc your the best man so you guys are gona help us with the wedding" Zac said in a calming voice speaking more to Marc than to both of us. i could see mrs.sandells starting to look slightly anxious which changed my face from confusion to curiosty. i looked at krystal with my eyebrows high who just mouthed "sorry" to me.
"why didnt you tell us this earlier?" mac growled looking extremely angry. okay pause again wanna know why im pissed? because this is my first time doing this (the whole bridesmaid of honor thing), second its because krystal didnt tell me and third i have to work with a guy i barely know the whole freaking time! okay play.
"can i talk  to you alone somewhere Marc?" zac said looking just as angry. Marc got up and went out of the restraunt while Zac gave us a apoligetic smile and followed Marc.
as soon as he left i took out my phone and sent krystal: "WHAT THE HELL? DID IT NOT OCCCUR TO YOU TO GIVE ME A FREAKING HEADS UP BEFORE YOU JUST BLOW IT OUT ON ME NOW?!"
She sent back: "IM SORRY! BUT THIS IS THE EXACT REASON WHY I DIDNT TELL YOU AT HOME! SO YOU DONT REACT LIKE THIS!"
"I WAS GONA REACT LIKE THIS ONE WAY OR ANOTHER! AND NOT ONLY DID YOU NOT TELL ME, YOUR GONA MAKE ME WORK WITH A COMPLETE STRANGER WHO OBVIOUSLY HAS ANGER ISSUSE'S!"
"I said i was SORRY! and Marc doesnt have  anger issuses... okay maybe he does but he has a reason too. zac warned me about how he's a hot head so i kind off wasnt surprised...."
i just glared at her and sat silently until the food came. i was in a conversation with mrs.sandells when Zac and Marc came back. i noticed Marc's hands were clenched into fists and zac looked slightly angry but nonetheless he smiled at krystal in a reassuring way. krystal then informed me and Marc about how we were taking this whole week of school off so we could finish everything before the wedding. i nodded as Marc just grunted which got him a glare fom Zac. pause, here's the schedule:

-monday: a place for the wedding
-tuesday: 2nd day of finding a place
-wednesday: invitations, guest list and seating plan
-thursday: cake (also the arrival of the rest of the family)
-friday: flowers, dresses and tux's
-saturday: bachelour and bachelourette parties
-sunday: the wedding

play. the rest of the night was boring but i kept catching Marc staring at me. as we were leaving krystal made me and marc exchange numbers so we could find times to meet up but i knew what she was doing. okay now back to the present. i am sitting on my bed writing in this book while i think of how this weeks going to be but i know one thing it definetely wasn't gona be easy.
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HELLOOO! happy new years guyss! soo what do you think? please VOTE AND COMMENT! sorry it took so long to update i just had some things going on anyway here are a few questions for ya'll
what do you think of Marc?
where is mr.sandells?
why does marc have anger issuses?
anyways love you guys and i hope i can update tommorow or something but no promises anyways HAPPY NEW YEAR! this chapter is unedited so feel free to comment on any mistakes!
XOXO
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