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Hi my name is Ariella Sapphire, I have a dead mom and gay dad. My life was total trash because my dad didn't know how to raise me, so he told me that I'm strong enough to raise my own self. That was a lie.

4 years of nothing in my life, it was a boring routine like going to school and getting beated and the time I got home, I  have to see my dad kissing another man.

I don't support gay rights at all, men should not be with men and women should not be with women. My dad knows that I don't like him being with the same gender and I know that his boyfriend isn't gay.

He's just wants money so he can feed his other family and if he had some leftover, he would use it on porn magazines. It hurts to know that my dad is being used for money and I'm just there as an extra basic. I have a past with cutting and attempt sucide, I know it's crazy doing that but I have a reason.

When dad gets drunk, he gets a little out of hand, he tries to take off my pants and strips me down and sticks it in. It hurts for everything he did to me, he didn't care if I was screaming,biting or even kicking, he just kept doing it.

Don't I ever pull up my sleeve and show the public of what behavior I did to both of my arms, there are more then 30 cuts on both. I count them all when I'm bored, or to see if I can break a record to 50. No one notices I have deep sadness and pain, let's say I'm really good at hiding it and I'm very good at keeping secrets.

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