Ariella Sapphire

Chapter 10

There I was in the hospital bed still as can be, the light glaring down on me and the sound machines beeping it's loudest.

I couldn't move my body or my head, I was such in great pain but I wasn't worried about myself. I was worries about Jack and Kasey.

The doctor came over and looked down on with his mouth piece.

"Hey Ariella you finally woken, how are you feeling? On a scale from 1-10."~Doc

"8."

I didn't have the energy to talk or care about all the damn questions he asked. Jack was on my mind.

"Do you know where you are?"~Doc

"Yea, I'm in a hospital bed. Now tell me where's Jack!!"

~said with great anger~

"He's doing fine, he had a couple of bruises and miner sprains."~Doc

What the doc told me was great news and glad his injuries wasn't that bad or in danger of not living. But what about Kasey.

"What about my sister! Kasey Wilson."

"She's not woken yet, but to be surprised she got the most damage out of that car wreck. We don't know for sure If she's going to make it."~Doc

His words stunned me, well that's great, I have to deal with more shit and more bs.

"When can I see Jack?"

"Not for awhile because you need to recover and your not strong enough to stand up yet Ariella."~Doc

There was no way I wasn't going to wait days just to see Jack. I need to see him. He's the only thing that I have left.

"Okay."

I didn't argue or said back anything, I made it seem like I didn't care. But I had a plan to see Jack after hours.

After hours if sitting in a gown on a lumpy hospital bed, dad came and paid me a visit. That was the last person I wanted to see in the moment.

"Ariella honey oh my god!!! I heard about the wreck! Is Kasey okay!"~Dad

Dad didn't even ask if I was okay and I was in the hospital! Son of a bitch.

"Really dad!! I'm so sick and tired of you not giving a shit about me!!! What the hell is your problem.... maybe I should just stop being your daughter."

"Honey you know I love you and the nurse already told me that you were okay."~Dad

"Whatever"

I couldn't bare to even look at my own dad at that point. It was very hard to cry because you get that feeling that on one gives a shit about you.

"Now tell me, is Kasey okay?"~Dad

"No. She hasn't woken. Get out."

I gave him my attitude and letting him no that I was fed up.

Dad didn't sat anything back because he didn't want to start an argument again. He left.

It was 1:00 in the morning and by now everyone should be asleep and now was the perfect time to go see Jack.

As I was getting out of bed I walked out of the door and into the halls. They were empty as if this hospital was abandoned.

I looked into every each door window and to see if Jack was in there. Turns out he was only 5 rooms away from me.

I looked stupid in a gown and large grey socks and a machine to help me breathe. I was Hazel Graze from the Fault In Our Stars. What a beautiful story.

What really confused me was that Jack was standing near the bed. That wasn't even his room.

It was Kasey's.

I didn't go in yet because I was curious to see what was be doing in there. He stood alittle to the right so I can see Kasey.

She was awake and well. Why did the doctor lied to me? What the hell was going on.

Jack was talking to Kasey and seemed like they were having a good time, just like me and him.

He started to run his hand through her hair and she smiled pleasently, I was getting worried of what was going on.

Kasey's hand was on Jacks elbow and wanting him to lean in towards her.

And in that moment, I saw the hell in my dreams breaking loose and raging fire.

She kissed him and Jack kissed back.

I was the one who had a tragic heartbreak and the lonely lover of souls. Jack wasn't the boy I thought he was.

Tears shed firmly and running down in a fleet motion. I was hurt. Again.

Jacks birthday was in a week and I cant be mad at him, even though I had every right to. But be was the only one that cared about me and I can't let that go.

I walked away instantly and kept telling myslef It was all just a dream. Ariella this is reality.

As I continued to walk down the hallway I ran across a tool cart in front of me, this was for the broken ceiling tile.

In the corner were a pack of blades. They were beautiful and kept calling my name.

I thought to myself that this was a bad idea but also a good one, and I wanted to release stress and anger.

I grabbed the blades and headed towards the bathroom, the blades were cold and had a shiny cover that you can see your own reflection.

I closed the door behind me and locked it, Sat in the corner with my bare ass hitting the cold tiled floor.

And started cutting away.

1 cut.....
2 cuts
3 cuts
4 cuts
5
6
7
8
9
10.

I couldn't stop. The blood was running vigorously down my arm and onto the floor, my arm started to shake and eyes started to tear.

The girl with the crying blades.

And the pain along with it.

There was a knock on the door and asked if there was anyone in it. I recognized that voice.

It was Jack Roland's voice.

"No one's in here, go away."

"Ariella?!?! Oh my god your alive!!! Unlock the door!"~Jack

Jack was shaking the door knob hellish, and I was scared and pissed at the same time.

I got up and walked towards the door to unlock it, the door opened and Jack threw his self at me and hugged me.

"Jack, I have blades"

Jack let go of me and looked down at my arms and hands.

"You son of a bitch"~Jack