LOVE OF MY LIFE(Mpreg)

"Heart breaks'

Forth's PoV

I was just a care less spoiled child who doesn't have to give a fuck About anyting at all I want to play with girl I can as many as I want. 

              I wanna fight I can fight with doesn't matter who the hell that person is or what connection he has. I can create as much trouble as I want because no one ever stops me from doing anything.

Maybe that's why I didn't know what I should do or what I should not. I never have regretted anything in my life but the first thing I am regretting is the loving beam. 

         Yes I am regretting that I loved beam. I regret making him fall in love with me.

             I thought I was all he wanted. I was enough to make him happy but I was wrong. I wasn't enough for him. That's he left me all alone in pain and misery and started another life with someone else having kids.

Isn't that what we had dreamed about having one day a life happy with each other in each other embarrass a warn home a hot steamy marriage and sweet little kid's.

            But how could he steal everything from me.my love of line, myself , and the dream we saw together.

I really can't understand where I made the mistake that we are at this point.how we ended up here.

It is better to lock up your heart with a merciless padlock, than to fall in love with someone who doesn't know what they mean to you.

But what will you do when the person you fall for is an angel like Beam. It's not his fault we ended up here, maybe it's me and my fault that I can't give him what he wanted.

5 years ago he left me broken alone and I let him go.without any questions but not this time I will ask why he did that to why he broke me like this.that I can't be fixed any more.But now even if you are someone else but I still have right to ask what was my mistake that he left me in this miserable life all alone.

 If he wanted to leave me why the hell did he come into my life why……?

Why  did he make my heart beat for him…….?

Why did he make me fall in love with him why….?

Third person PoV

The bottle of expensive beer slipped from his hand and shattered on the cold floor.barefoot he walked through the shattered pieces of the bottle blood started to flow out of his foot but he was laughing a creepy laugh.

"Why are you hurting yourself?" asked a person.

" I don't wanna let my emotions take over me so I have to turn my emotions into pain to keep my mind sane"replied the man who was walking on shattered pieces on the bolte like he was walking on flower Petals.

"Don't you have a heart, why are you breaking so many hearts?" asked the person.

After hearing the question from the person he laughed maniacally, then took a deep breath and touched his chest – expecting a heart to be thumping quickly, impatiently, but there’s nothing there, not even a beat.

"Despite my ghoulish reputation, I really have the heart of a small boy. I keep it in a jar on my desk." He replied.

"You are mad," said the person.

"We all go a little mad sometimes. Aren't you mad too after knowing all the things I do and want to do you are still beside me" said the man with a creepy smile.

"Because I have a heart that Beats for you even if you won't love me I will love you and be with you even if it's mean walking on the hell to reach you" the person said as he started walking on the shattered pieces of the bottle he kneel down before the man on the pieces of the bottle that was hurting him and making him bleed.

He reached up to unzip his pants.then he took his not so hard meat in his mouth and started giving him blowjob he wasn't concerned about the bottle pieces that were hurting him giving him pain but he was busy giving the pleasure to the man standing in front of him.

The man grabbed the boy's hair with a strong grip.he smirked, as he maintained his grip on the boy's hair, pushing his head downwards towards his meat, as he thrust hard into his mouth. It was rough and too sudden as the boy choked but the man  didn't slow down till he burst deep  inside the boy's mouth.

Beam's PoV

It's been two days since we  met at the mall.Angels are continuously saying that they want to meet her prince charming.they are sulking with me. I don't what does stupid  gave him that they are ready to leave me can you imagine that I am still shocked with our last conversation.

"Mommy, we want to meet Prince Charming," said moon.

" Princess we can't, he is a busy person," said beam.

" He is not busy for us" said both moon and tae in union.

"Tae you also involved with your sister's drama.even if he is not busy we don't know his number we don't know where he lives so we can't meet him" said beam.

" 02-214**567" said tae.

"Buddy what is it?"asked beam.

" Moon's prince charming's number" replied tae.

" And how do you know that" asked beam.

" When he left the number to the guard I remembered it,"said tae.

" Sometimes I regret because of your smartness," said beam.

" Get your feets out the bed, stop sulking, we can't meet your charming prince and that's final," said beam.

Moon got up from bed and went to his coburg take out his bag and start packing up her favourite clothes and her chocolate beam was seeing her with awe.

"What are you doing princess?" asked the beam crossing his arm around his waist.

" I am gonna leave you you are not letting me meet my prince charming I will go and live with him" said moon

" Seriously you are gonna leave Mommy alone just because some je… I mean your prince charming who you mate a few days ago" said beam.

" Who said I will leave you? I will pack you in my bag too and Take you with me and tae right tea," asked moon.

Tae nodded his head in agreement.

This child of mine will gonna make me insane someday.

"Princess stop being drama queen like your brother called you and buddy I just said you are smart but you are talking like an stupid person now" said beam.

"We wanna meet prince charming " said moon as she started throwing her hands and feets in the air.

And tae started copying her can't blame they are twins 🤣🤣

" Ohhk ohk stop with all drama we will gonna invite your stupid prince charming home " said beam.

Moon and tae stopped throwing their hands and feets.

"But"said beam.

" But what Mommy?" asked Moon and tae.

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We will see what but's and if beam is talking about in next chapter 

See you soon again.