Fake

Tommy
my days were darker than before.even in this university.i just wanna live like others but,what's wrong with me?
They are just a fake!i hate them.the pain they gave me.the worst pain!and all the people in this world are fake.
my family is also a fake.being alone is a good thing,keeping feelings inside is a good thing,right?
sigh!
I was walking through of the canteen and sat down and started reading the book.
"Hey,little baby~" those fucking bulliers.i can't do them to anything,because when i did something to them..i can't attend university anymore!!the headmaster also hate me,fake!
"What are u reading?" Robin,the bullier took the book from me.i looked at them.
"Baby..u can't do anything,uwu.." Dom,also the bullier from that group.i wanna fight them back.but,i can't!what a fuckin' life!!
"Took off that hoodie and gave me!" Ryan also from that group,Took my hoodie and pulled out me from the seat and dropped the milk at my back. "Cry..baby~" Ryan said.Everyone laughed.but,there's the one who didn't laugh at me..Jimmy.he's a good guy but,he always stalk after me..fake!
The bulliers just leave me and my tears started dripping down.
"U okay?" Someone asked.nobody asked me like that before!who was it?!
I looked at the person who said that..the one and only phi 'Jimmy' i just sighed and tried to left but,he pulled my arm and greeted himself to me.i was so smaller than him. "i'm Jimmy" he said.i didn't do or say anything and just push away his hand and i ran to the toilet.
He was just gazing at me like a rod.

Jimmy

He was just push away my hand and leave me at the canteen.he was get bullied by the school bulliers and i knew that he was really crying.it's been about 100 times or 200 times..i started talk to him today..that he was okay?..there was so many questions spinning around my head but,i asked him that he was okay and held his hand.his hand was so soft.and white,just like a softest marshmellow.i greeted myself.he didn't do or say anything.he just leave me alone.i knew that he will say me a fake.
but,i love him.i wanna protect him.he is the softest and the heartness person in this whole world.i knew that he had a pain inside of him and keeping those feelings inside of him.the worst pain,the worst feelings..
I also have fake friends but,i don't care.i live my life just like others and spend my time with playing games and i never kept that feelings inside me.i understand him.but,i wanna know all about him.what happened to him when,he was in high school and why is he always crying and he never smile..or laugh.what a life for him..
I felt so pity and sad for him.i just left the canteen and walk to my class.
"Hey..how are u?" Tez,a friend of mine..me and Tez know each other really well since,high school.
"I'm fine though..just feeling sad" i said. "Why are u feeling sad?oh,i know..feeling sad for Tommy,right?u know what?u should've tell him that u love him so much" he said.What?! "Tez,are u kidding me?i can't tell him that..he don't even know me..and he will say that i'm a fake for him." I said. "I was just kidding,Jim.let's just go to class..we're gonna be late" he said. "Okay" i said and we walk quickly to the class.

Tez
I'm a friend of Jimmy.i knew that he really love Tommy so,he should confess Tommy about that.i really love Jimmy but,i'm too afraid to confess about it.if i told that i love him..what will he say?.will he never talk to me?will he never gonna be my friend anymore?
Questions spinned around my head.better i'll just don't confess Jimmy about that.better i'll just stay as his friend.i knew a lot about Jimmy and i wanna make him happy everytime.
I don't wanna see him cry or sad.
And fake friends,i'm not a fake for Jimmy.i love him since,in high school.he was getting bullied by Dom,Ryan and Robin..the school bulliers until,now..
I just fought them and help Jimmy.he was crying a lot,just like a baby..hugging me and saying 'thank u' i smiled at him and then,we became good friends.he believe that i'm not a fake for him.and i knew Tommy since high school and i also help him from the bulliers but,he said that i'm stalking after him and i'm a fake for him.he was also crying but,not like Jimmy..i can see his painful eyes and- "bye,Tez..see u tomorrow!" Said Jimmy.and leave me at the class.
He's still like a baby in my eyes but,he's really a handsome guy now..i'm older than him but,i just tell him that i'm same with his age.i don't like Jimmy calling me 'Phi'..it's halarious..no friends call each other like that!
I'll go home now..it's already five and i also have homework today.

(The next day)

Tommy

I was walking through the engineering faculty.RUNNING..i don't wanna get bullied by the bulliers anymore!!
Suddenly,i bumped into someone taller than me.he's also bigger than me.
I looked at him.he's so tall.oww.. phi Jimmy?

"U okay?" phi Jimmy asked.i just nodded my head and tried to went away from them because,the bulliers are finding to bully me again. Phi Jimmy just pulled my arm again,just like yesterday.
"Pls..let me go!" I said.my voice was trembling. "Why are u running?" The other man beside Phi Jimmy asked me.i knew him,Tez.Phi Tez..
"the..the-bulliers..are findi-" my voice was cracking. "I know..they're finding u,right?we'll help u" phi Jimmy and Phi Tez said.i just have to accept it but,are they saying fake words?
"Hey..little bae~" oh,shit!the bulliers just arrived. Phi Tez and phi Jimmy hid me and stood at the front of me.
"Do u remember me,Dom?" Asked phi Tez. "u won't dare to bully him anymore if,u get fought by us"  phi Jimmy said.phi Tez and phi Jimmy both smirked and they started fighting.
I hid behind the tree so,i won't get hurt..i've been get hurt so much....
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"U okay?" Phi Jimmy asked me.I nodded. "Thanks" i said. Phi Jimmy smiled.
"wanna be my...friend?" asked phi Jimmy. "No..i knew that u're stalking me and u're a fake!!" I shouted at phi Jimmy and ran away.i don't feel so good after i said him that.
Tears just started dripping down my eyes..i don't know why i'm crying
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Fake..Fake..Fake..
That word is still in my head,still in my heart,still in my soul....