✓ | 𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄. ( ʷʰʸ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ʷᵉ )

nine

"did you know?" zach asked corbyn.

"know what?" he said.

"that he was gonna fucking kill himself!" zach replied aggressively.

corbyn didn't respond.

"and you didn't stop him?" zach's voice grew small, his eyes becoming teary.

"i didn't know he was actually going to do it. we talked about it and i tried to convince him to not do it. i gave him, like, a million reasons not to do it- and i just..-" corbyn slowly broke down as his head dropped into his hands. 

"hey, corbs, look.. it wasn't your fault-" jack got cut off.

"it was my fucking fault! i wasn't there in time! i could've saved him!" corbyn pleaded, tears streaming down his face. 

"guys. it was no one's fault. he's going to be okay." jonah reassured his bandmates, trying his hardest to keep himself serious.

"l-lets just get to the hospital.." zach said before he lead his friends out to jack's car, jonah grabbing the keys and locking the house.

as the four boys pulled up to the large, white building, corbyn couldn't stop shaking. 

he hated the thought of his best friend being dead.

he wondered if it actually was his fault that daniel tried killing himself.

corbyn never admitted it, but daniel was the reason he was questioning his sexuality. 

he always thought he was kind of cute. 

"i still can't believe this."