Moments - Ziall Love Story

Chapter 15

Niall POV

I lifted my body up off liams bed as soon as i got to my feet i felt my head pound, I felt dizzy. I placed my hand over my head feeling hot might be nothing.. i assumed I went into the bathroom splashed water on my face and checked the time 6:45 am What the hell am i doing up at 6:45 am ? I wondering walking down stairs feeling my head hurt everystep of the way. "Shit " I whispered as i placed my hand on my stomach. I felt a sharp pain, Probably hungry? I decided to text Lou even though he's most likely not up. Lazy bum i thought as i grabbed my phone and dialed his number the phone rang as i looked into the fridge i grabbed a carton of milk and box of cereal. I poured some cereal in my bowl and added milk. "Hello.." I heard louis say in a raspy voice "Were you sleeping?" I asked "No shit It's 6:51 in the morning whats the emergency niall? " He asked . "No emergency can you just meet me by the park i want to talk to you" "Niall... " he whined. "Please it's important and Perrie's not coming till tomorrow " " *Sighs* Fine meet me at the park in an hour see ya niall!" He said hanging up. I sat on the stool thinking back to yesterday. My heart felt like it was being crushed like a paper ball. I was almost done with the cereal when i felt my stomach pain come back again this time ten times worse. I ran to the bathroom that Liam had near the living room, and started throwing up. I threw up every little thing that was in my stomach! Whats wrong with me... I wondered.. I decided i wouldn't tell Liam since he's already being an amazing friend i wouldn't want to bother him right...? i brushed my teeth with a new toothbrush liam had. Hope he doesn't mind... I walked up stairs and got changed into my white polo and grey cardigan i put chacki pants on with supras. I grabbed a piece of paper and left it for liam .

Liam Thanks For letting me spend the night It means alot mate,

i might be back later if not i'll text you don't worry i'm fine thank you again

and by the way i used one of your new toothbrushes i'll give you

a new one i'm sorry!

I'll be back in two weeks i'm going somewhere with Lou And Perrie probably

Facetime me whenever you like :)

see you soon

xxx Nialler xxx

I walked out Liam's house and headed to the Park .

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I spotted Louis stripes and smiled him and stripes. " Hey Lou" I said. "Hey Ni, Whats up?"

"Well just wanted to talk to you since you are my bestfriend afterall" I said

"Okay so go on with it Niall" he said sitting on the bench next to me paying attenion

"Well Zayn and i .. We sorta well.. I don't know what we are but he cheated on me " I said

"WHAT? Wait...WHATTT!? "

"Yeah i found him with this black haired dude upstairs. They were doing it.. Ya know " I said

"Niall i'm so sorry ! I should've been here for you last night i feel like a horrible friend " He said.

"No don't i love you Lou your amazing but don't worry Liam helped me out last night" I said looking at my hands

"Ohhh Liam Payne.. I see " He said with a smirk

"Lou please don't think like that were strictly friends!" I said

"Sorry sorry your right, But i swear if i see zayn i'm gonna beat the shit out of him "

I giggled "Oh Lou i love you man do you know that" I said.

"Well Niall you look great i mean usually people would look depressed after this kind of agument that you guys had"

"Louis i'm not fine i actually feel like shit. Like i'm not good enough It's only been a day! and i feel like a depressed shit... I don't know if i should end this relationship or not. Louis i'm in love with him, you don't even understand what i'm going through even if i try to explain it!" I said with a tear rolling down my cheek.

"Niall" He said scooting next to me and pulling me into a hug .

"I know i don't understand what your going through but i want to help you recover if you love him then .. I can't believe i'm saying this but you should go find out why he did it, Maybe there was a reason . You never know" He said

"I don't know Lou...I just can't stand it now, When i go to my house i'll have those flashbacks of them on my bed. and-" I couldn't finish when another bunch of tears started to come out.

"Then lets head out to our vacation . We should go to Disney Land. it'll get your mind off things. " He said.

Maybe he's right..

"Alright but i have to go back home.. " I said knowing he was there

"Want me to come with you? "

"No it's fine i'll meet you at your house call Perrie tell her to meet us at the AirPort." I said.

"Alright, Becarful Niall don't do anything you'll regret" Lou said hugging me

"alright see you at 1 o' clock"

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I reached my front door step taking a deep breathe . "You can do this " I whispered walking inside the house. I headed up stairs and check the time 8:09 am Wow i was with lou for a while. I grabbed my travling bags and walked into my room. Zayn was laying in bed he looked like a mess.. But a beautiful mess.. I grabbed about 8 shirts and 10 bottoms I went into my closet turning on the light of the closet. I looked for at least 4 pair of shoes. i got up and felt zayn's arms wrap around my waist. My heart beat start racing and I felt butterflies in my stomach, I pulled away and threw my shoes in my bag. "Zayn stop" I said grabbing a bottle of cologne and placing it in the bag as well. "Niall " He said turning me around and pulling me close to him.

"Niall i know you don't want us to be just friends, were meant to be together you know that! I love you It was a stupid mistake, I'm sorry. You did everything for me and took me in when i had no one and still loved me even though i bullied you and left you a few years ago. I Love you and You love me don't make the mistake of letting one little thing break us apart" he said.

What is he kidding me...

"Little? LITTLE? THAT WAS MASSIVE YOU SCREWED WITH SOME GUY AND YOU THINK IT WAS LITTLE??? WE HAVEN'T EVEN GOT THERE YET AND YOU THINK THAT SCREWING WITH SOME OTHER GIRL THAT MEANT 'NOTHING' TO YOU WAS LITTLE. THATS LOW ZAYN REALLY I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU WOULD EVER DO THAT TO ME! I LOVE YOU ZAYN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS. *Sigh* but i don't think this, we should be together..." I said.

"Maybe you don't have anywhere to go but i'm not going to just kick you out so you can take all your stuff out of my room and move into my guest room maybe until you find a place to live and a job. You'll be my roommate. Nothing More nothing less. " I said feeling tears threating to spill out my eyes.

"Niall. Don't do this please-

"No I've been with guys like you exept you were special to me I thought maybe you were different but your not.. "

"Niall i'll do anything to prove i love you Please just tell me what to do!"

"Thats for you to figure out.. I'm not saying i don't love you because i do . Infact with all my heart i don't think it's possible to love somebody else as much as i love you but, You and i are nothing but roommates Maybe one day we can be together again maybe i'll forgive you but i can't deal with relationships like this anymore." I said walking closer to zayn.

I Touched his cheek with my hand and placed my lips on his. I needed that since this will be the last time...

"Niall are you sure you want to do this?" He asked.

"Yes i am" I said putting a few extra stuff in my bag. "I'll see you in two weeks. If you really want me to forgive you try Proving to me you won't hurt me again especially with cheating" I said

"See you in two weeks make sure the house is clean. Bye Roommate" I said

before he could say another word i ran down the stairs and headed into my car.

So That's what we are now..... Roommates...But i can't help but feel like i made a mistake.