Ong And Nika

Introduction

So it starts from that rainy day. I never knew that my constant life is going to end. Yes it's my story... 

I'm Nika... A middle class family's second child. Most of you does not know that there are classes in middle class also. Does is sound weird? No it is not, you all can relate to it. So if I be specific, I came from the middle rang of a middle class family, contrary I never had any ups and downs in my life.. it is always constant.. like always ... Some people said I'm lucky that I have constant life because I never had any pain in my life.. but some said no, you are unlucky because you never experience the real happiness after the great sorrow.. 

I also gets irritated sometimes with this kind of consistency in my life but at the end of the day I'm fine with everything. 

So I'm kind of a boring person. Friends said I'm a good listener because I always there to hear their story and episodes but the reality is I never had any story to tell them so by the time goes I became a good listener and not that good with words.

If you asked me to describe myself.. I'm emotional inside but strong outside, I hate to express myself.. Have dream in my eyes but no hope in my life.. I'm calm and responsible by nature having no target in life. So I'm living a life without any reason I guess. I think line "Go With The Flow" is written for me because that's what I'm doing since my childhood.

My childhood? 

I don't remember exactly.. it's blank.. maybe because there was nothing to remember... I spend my childhood doing my work, house chores and there was no one to play with me. 

Why? 

I don't know.. I guess I was introvert.. shy.. hesitates while meeting someone or talking to someone.. So there is no memory of my childhood.. All I do remember is whenever I walk outside, everyone stares at me.. I don't know why.. Of course I do look like human being but I don't know why they stares me, maybe because I walk too fast.. Who knows.. I never asked anyone.