he texted me and was worried about me and wanted to know if i was okay and of course what would i do? completely ignore the text and sit and feel sorry for myself. ive avoided that class for a month now to distance myself from him and the thought of him. it isn't working of course but i mean shit what else can i do? he's gonna leave me when he finds out everything. that's what they all did and he's no different. ive isolated myself again. i've started to shut people out again all my old habits are coming back and I feel dead and alive at the same time.
the bullying is back. it's fucking college you would think kids would grow up but no they stick to their ways and they found out about me and now I'm getting beat up everyday like in high school. can't say I'm really surprised.
my phones been buzzing since last night. each time i check it he keeps apologizing for being creepy and getting my number from the teacher even though we've never talked. i want so desperately to text him back and say it's okay and get to know him and to tell him everything about me but i don't wanna lose him.
his latest text was asking if we could meet somewhere. i don't know if i should answer. he says he'll pick me up and we can go for a drive to nowhere and that he just wants to get to know me. im terrified.
his name is michael.
-stef
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