SHEN YUE
"This sunday may Interview ka together with F4, and tomorrow you're going to shoot a cover magazine. Is that clear?"I nodded. "And please, don't post anything on your social media about him."I nodded once more and continue what I am doing—thinking about our situation, again.
Dylan wang and I was secretly dating. I love him because, he's a good man that every girl will wish to have. He's very caring in every way, He valued me the way I valued him. He love me the way I deserve to be loved.
We're secretly dating since, it's not good for us to show some intimacy on public. I don't wanna ruin his career and so as him.
Sometimes, I cried when I realized how hard our situation is. Kahit gusto mo siyang ipagmalaki, you can't kasi maraming mata na nakamasid, maraming tao na handang sirain kung ano yung pinaghirapan mo.
Before I'm going to cry in such thoughts again, I text him.
To: Mooncake♡
Hi, Done from shooting?
Sent 16:38
It took him 2 hours before he replied. And I almost running para lang mabasa agad kung ano yung text niya.
From: Mooncake♡
Kakatapos lang. You done preparing for tomorrow?
Received 18:30
Waaaaaaa! I smiled upon reading his reply. Grabe magpakilig tsk.
To: Mooncake♡
Yup, can I see you tonight?
Sent 18:32
Well we used to meet if we have some free time. But I'm not sure kung makakapagkita kami ngayon, I know he's tired since marami siyang appointment na tinatapos. He must be resting for about now.
From: Mooncake♡
Can't. I need to rest, I'm so tired. You done eating?
Received 18:34
I pout. Yeah, he can't, I should understand him since we're in the same field, anyway.
To: Mooncake♡
Done eating. You should rest, You still have shooting tomorrow right? I love you.
Sent 18:35
From: Mooncake♡
Yeah. Thanks. I love you too.
Received 18:36
Hindi na ako nagreply since alam kong magpapahinga na siya. I know how tiring his work, and naranasan ko na din na sunod-sunod na shooting to the point na tatlong oras nalang tulog ko.
Everytime na mawawalan ako ng pag-asa, he's always there, lifting me up and encouraging me to continue what I've started. He never failed to make me smile, he never failed to take care of me.
Sometimes, feeling ko hindi ko siya deserve. Hindi ako yung babae na dapat niyang inaalagaan. I know I'm deserving to be loved by him yet I'm still thinking on what's best for us, if we continue this kind of set up, I know one of these days, pwede kaming mabisto at masira lahat ng pinaghihirapan naming makamtan.
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The Forbidden Love
FanfictionHe wants her, and she wants him yet everything that surrounds them, forbid them to be together. (This story revolves on Dyshen's relationship off cam. The conversation and pov are all imagination yet the said movies and shows are based on their actu...
