The Forbidden Love

Chapter 4

After our Interview on Tecent TV, we decided to hang out, since after shooting MG and promoting it, we seldom see each other. Pasakay na kami ng hawakan ni Dylan kamay ko para alalayan akong makapasok sa sasakyan.

"Saan tayo?"Leong asked. He's sitting next to Caesar sa likod ng Van, kami naman sa likod ng driver ni Dylan tapos si Darren sa tabi ng driver.

"Darren's Place"Caesar said.

Habang nasa biyahe kami, Dylan Can't stop staring at me.

"What?"I uttered but just like he always did, ngumiti lang siya ng pagkatamis-tamis tapos hinawakan kamay ko at nakipagdaldalan na ulit sa mga kaibigan niya.

I look at him. He's laughing, he seems okay but I know our relationship bother him always. 'I don't wanna lose you' I thought.

No one knows how hard it is to hide your true feelings. The jealousy, the pain whenever you are in a fight. Sobrang hirap, especially when all you want to do is shout your heart out.

'Whenever I'm with you, everything seems so easy.'

"Why?"Nabalik lang ako sa ulirat when dylan Touched my face. "Why are you crying?"He asked, maging sila Darren napatingin sa'kin.

"Huh?"Hinawakan ko yung mukha ko sabay tingin sa kanilang apat. "Nothing. Namiss ko lang kayo! Payakap ako mamaya ah?"

"Ganyan ka na pala makamiss, namiss ka rin namin!"Caesar tap my head as if he's saying 'I'll be okay'.

I looked at dylan He's not smiling at all. I know what he thinks. I smiled, giving him assurance that I'll be fine.

"Wushuuu, ano ba guys! Tara na nga kanina pa tayo nandito oh!"I cheerfully say to divert their mind from worrying about me crying awhile ago. "So iinom ba tayo?"I asked.

"if it's your treat then I'm fine"Leong jokingly said.

"Kuripot"Darren.

"Sus, Sino ba mas kuripot dito sa'tin? Diba si master caesar?"Sabay yakap sa leeg nito.

"Let's get inside."Darren said.

Dylan remained quiet kahit na nagkukulitan kaming apat. Whenever we does that, he's the one who talk too much and cheerfully teasing everyone, but today is an exception because kahit nag-iinuman at nagkakasiyahan na kami, tahimik pa rin siya hanggang sa point na pauwi na kami sa kaniya-kaniya naming apartment. I know napansin din nila kangkang yun but chose not to interfere. Wala silang alam pero sa ginawa ko malabong hindi sila makahalata na may namamagitan samin ng kaibigan nila.

Pagkauwing-pagkauwi ko, I took a bath at nagtangkang tawagan si Dylan since di kami masyadong nakapag-usap ng maayos kanina but before I could even dial his number, a knock on my door was heard.

I immediately went to my door and asked who's outside but no one speak. Aalis na sana ako pero yung kupal na nasa labas kumatok na naman, Ano bang trip ng mga tao sa buhay? It's 10 pm for heaven sake!

Without thinking at sa bwisit ko na din, I open the door to find out it was Dylan.

"Didi?" Hindi na niya ako hinintay na magsalita basta nalang siyang pumasok sa loob. "Wait, why are you here?"I asked.

"You were busy ealier with F3, can't get your attention."

What!? Dahil lang do'n? We planned that and now he's complaining? Tsk.

"Pero ikaw nagsuggest non!"I exclaimed.

"Why? Can't I see my girlfriend alone and spend time with her alone?"He asked, still not smiling.

"H-Hindi naman sa gano'n. I mean you're tired dapat nagpapahinga ka nalang" Hindi niya ako pinansin at basta nalang sinalampak yung sarili niya sa sofa ko. "You're not sleeping here!"I exclaimed. Aba siyempre ano nalang sasabihin ng parents ko at ng parents niya!?

"I will"

"No, You're not!"

"of course, I can."

pinapairal na naman katigasan ng ulo niya.

"Bahala ka nga sa buhay mo!"Padabog akong pumunta sa kusina at padabog ding nagsalin ng tubig sa baso pero bago ko pa mainom yung tubig ko, YES TUBIG KO may kumuha na nito at nilagok. "Ano ba!? Can't you get yourself water ha!?"

"Why are you shouting. I'm thirsty, I know you got that water for me"Sabi niya sabay halik sa labi ko.

What the hell?!

"Peste ka!"

"Wo Ai Ni"

"Stop it!"

"Why are you mad!? I did nothing!?"

Natigilan ako. I don't know why I'm fuming mad. Just like what he said, he did nothing that will makes me mad. I just—Okay I admit, I missed him.

Without a word, I walk towards him and hug him so tight. "I love you."

He looks at me and smiled so cute. "Why my girlfriend getting clingy nowadays?"

I smiled too. "I just miss you!"

"Let's sleep, I have things to do tomorrow. I know you are tired too."He said then kissed my forehead in 10 seconds.

I really love this man, He's deserving for all kinds of best. How I wish, I can protect him the way he protected me.