An Opal's Poetry

Time Hurts

it's been 4years,

i would be in thick of it now...

You stole my Innocence months ago

and You will continue to use me

for months after this...

My first kiss

gone... taken by You

and forced to live in fear of the 'Dare Game'

which You made up?

it didn't feel like a game

why won't You get out of my head?

why...

I've seen you

Everyday since Monday...

with your overweight curves...

Fake dyed hair you claim is a natural red...

An unattractive mess

Who had the audacity to think

I was attracted to that

when I came out to you...

do You even have regret?

-about what You Did?

but apparently I Wasn't the First...

so I guess you're not...

I wonder what would happen if Your friends knew...

I wonder if they do know...

and You hurt them too?

I feel bad for you...your life's falling apart

And people don't even know what you've done!

I wonder if years from now...

at this time of year

if the song 'Lights' will still bring

the same memories

if I will have so many flashbacks...

feeling your hands on my waist again..

Maybe time will heal...

maybe you will grow and change one day...

maybe I will heal and be better...

but right now

Time. just. Hurts...

- numb