Sparks and Butterflies

Epilogue

* Kindly listen to this song as you read the whole story. Thanks :)

-->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLVfo-zNKJU

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  " Sparks and butterflies are present the moment I saw you.

I know it's difficult but I have to let this feelings of mine to be trashed.

Dealing forever with the fact that you can't never be mine breaks my heart into small fragments.

Hastily submerged into melancholy, anxiety, depression, devastation, desperation and finally, which I'm afraid of, obsession.

Everyday, I open my eyes to emptiness, discerning a long black hallway with nothing in amidst. This so-called love has taken over my life leaving me perplexed. Leaving me no choice but to live on my revery then sooner I vomit. To clear my pessimistic scrutiny. To stop my tears from falling everyday. To stop feeling like my heart had been shattered into pieces. I guess I have to do the hardest part of moving on, to neglect this fondness and the picture of you stacked in my head, one year ago. Prominently, it's not what I want but somehow, I felt happiness inside my mirage. Not to count on too much but that's the way it should be. For loving you in silence, makes a curve in my ugly face that I call smile. ♥ " We all have our own biases in KPOP groups but of course, there's always someone who's ontop of our amidst list of bigotry in the said world.  

Hell yeah~ we all know too, once you've entered it, it's totally arduous to escape.

    I'm Jung Jinhee, KPOP is my thing slash life.    

All of my life I've trapped into this so called 'Hallyuworld' for 4 years.

And now, as my parents compensation, because I've already graduated from college and it's a huge achievement for me, for us, my dad decided to bought a ticket from Korea for me. Oh, by the way I have half-uh-Korean blood which I'm lovin' so I can communicate well in Koreans. 

  And this is so great, I'm going to stay in my dad's country because he already bought a property at Apgujeong, Seoul.   

(which is totally~ BAAAMMMM! because it is near at 'The SM Entertainment' building based on my Kpop Magazines and researches)

Okay to be honest, I've hallucinated for so many times as a regular fangirl, Life being ruined because of those bias wreckers, but it turns out that things are different when it comes to Kim Jongin. (:">)

I don't know~     Yeah, it is the day I've landed

It's like ..    

yeah ..    

What is it like?    

 I've landed on the promised land.  

  (Pfffffttt~ Ding it~)    

Then I proceeded to where my mom and dad gave me the address.     Am I too lucky? The small apartment slash condominium or so whatever it is, are just meters away from SM Entertainment's building.    

(Crap! I have to see my bias right now!)    

  "Okay~ stay calm, Jung Jinhee"    

  I've mumbled to myself.    

Then, I headed to the said place. It's nice, cute chandeliers, the couch and everything was fully furnished and I'm lovin' it~   

After settling and arraying my stuffs, *Poop!*