Dear Harry, The One Where I Write To You. ( harry styles) #wattys2015

Part 6

Dear Harry,

today was the day you told me you was leaving for tour and couldn't see me as often as you used to. you was going to be away for a year. a whole year. we grew so close and i began to like you as a friend... you're not as stuck up and selfish as i thought you were. you're actually really nice and you care about people.

you told me you was going on tour, you sat there with me whilst i cried.. i didn't really want you to go beause we was becoming so close it may sound selfish of me but i just wanted to make you stay here with me. i cried a little. you watched me carefully as you brushed a few strands of wet hair that was on my face away, you kissed my tear-stained face, the warmth of your lips drying to stale tears.. then you handed me this journal..

''write down everything'' you instructed me ''so when i get back i can read this and know everything that happened while i was gone, how you are, what you're going through.. if you're feeling sad everything'' and then finally it struck me like two cars colliding.. you were leaving me for an entire year. i realized that for the first time in a very long time we was going to be apart.

it took me a while to process just how long a year was..

twelve months

fifty-two weeks

three hundred sixty-five days

eight thousand seven hundred sixty hours

five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes

thirty-one million five hundred thirty-six thousand seconds.

my eyes looked up at you trying to remember every last detail i remembered your loose golden brown curls, your tan, your smooth skin, your electric green eyes just everything... there were so many things to remember about your uniquely magnificent character that i was afraid i'd forget them all, i was determained not to let all of my wonderful memories vamish, i wouldn't let them.

i am going to use this journal to tell the story of how harry and leah became so close beginning till the end. i will take some time im sure but i have ages to write this, a whole year.

when you get back i will give this to you so you not only know how i coped but also so you can have fun reading this.

i would love to write more but i have to go to bed as its currently 1:32am.

with so much love,

leah x