Anime Mental Institution

Nagisa Hazuki

Anime: Free!!

Name: Nagisa Hazuki
Age: 16
Family: Nanako Hazuki (mom)(also a dad)
Birthday: August 1
Gender: Male
Guide: Rei Ryugazaki
Background: Nagisa always used to be a happy, energetic kid. He loved to eat lot's of sweet foods and everyone knew. Once he got into high school he went on the swimming club. The members always joked around on how he ate too much and how he would get fat. Nagisa always believed what others told him. He thought if he kept being like this he would get even more fat than he already was. So he decided to stop eating. He skipped Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner. He always pretended to still be "happy" but everyone saw through his fake smile. He reached 90 pounds and his parents we're very worried. They decided to place him in the hospital.
Diagnosis: Depression, self-harm and Anorexia

Disclaimer: Makoto and Haru and Rei don't know him yet and are not in the swim team. They are adults that work at the hospital.
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Nagisa knew he was being sent away. He knew he was going to a hospital. He couldn't do anything about it. He was supposed to go there today to "talk to them". But he's officially being transferred Friday. So he had 2 more days to fully prepare since it was Wednesday. He was in the backseat of his car with his parents. He tugged at his oversized hoodie trying to get it down lower to cover his "fat" thighs. No matter how much he exercised and starved himself they stayed the same. The only thing that went down were the numbers on the scale. His parents tried to make small talk and he just smiled and talked a bit here and there. When they arrived he got out of the car and walked towards the building. It didn't look as scary as he imagined it to be. He walked in the building and followed his parents towards the front desk. They talked with the lady there and she directed them towards an office. He went inside and sat down on a chair. There was an older man in front of him. His parents were taken back by the front desk to wait. "Hello Nagisa, My name is Makoto Tachibana! I'm gonna be your one on one therapist while you here". The brown haired man said smiling. "Hello"! Nagisa replied. "So Nagisa do you know why you're here?" He asked. Nagisa looked down at his thighs pinching them slightly. "Um.. I'm just not hungry I guess" He replied. "Can you be honest with me"? Nagisa nodded his head. "Is it because you don't wanna eat food or because you're not hungry". Nagisa shrugged. "I already said I'm just not hungry". He said smiling. He used that fake smile so much these days it was almost like a reflex. "Nagisa.. I'm sure you want to get better but we can't do that without you're help.. I need you to be 100% honest right now. You're not alone. I'm here to help." Nagisa was getting nervous. He didn't want to lie to him but he knew he wouldn't understand. He thought it would be easier to lie. He didn't know what to do know. "Is it on purpose"? He asked. Nagisa slightly nodded. "Ok". "Can we keep going"? Makoto asked. "Yea" Nagisa said. "Can you tell me what you think of yourself"? Nagisa played with his fingers and looked up at the blinding light above him. "Um.. I guess I'm average". "Do you think you're overweight"? "I guess.. but that's not a bad thing.. I'm not exactly skinny". "So Nagisa you're trying to be skinny by not eating correct". "What. you guys are taking this the wrong way. I'm just on a diet! That's it. And I'm just trying to loose a little weight ok! What's wrong with being on a diet!? Do people go to mental hospitals for being on a diet"! Nagisa pleaded. Makoto sighed. "Nagisa. Being on a diet is more like eating healthier and cutting out sweets. But you cut out all foods and that's not healthy not safe." Nagisa shrugged. "Do you sometimes make yourself sick"? Nagisa shook his head. He wish he could. He's tried it many times but he could never do it. It would be so much easier and he could eat all the foods he loves again. But sadly he couldn't. "Ok that's all for today. We decided to get you're Mental exam done today. You're physical will be in 2 days when you come back ok"? Nagisa nodded and stood up. He left and went back to where his parents we're. "How was it Nagisa" his mom asked. Nagisa shrugged. They went back to the car and drove home.

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When they got home Nagisa ran up to his room. "Nagisa I'll Call you when lunch is ready" He pretended he didn't hear his father and went to his room. He laid down on his bed and stared up at the ceiling. He was worried. He knew the therapist would tell his parents what he said in there. They would find out his secret. The one he tried so hard to hide. He felt so full he hated it. He hasn't even eaten in 2 days but he wanted to starve himself until he died. He was glad that Makoto didn't find out he cut himself. He didn't do it often but when he overate some days and hated himself for it he kinda freaked it so he would cut himself to calm down. It happened every 2 weeks or so. He got bored so he decided to text his friend Rin. He and Rin used to swim together but he moved to Australia. He came back a while ago but sadly they don't go to the same school anymore. They met a lots of times to hang out. Nagisa knew that Rin suspected something was wrong with him. He never exactly told him what he was going through but Rin noticed somethings. He noticed now Nagisa was always cold. How he was really underweight. He never saw Nagisa eating food anymore. But Nagisa was gonna tell him today. He had to explain why he would be gone for a while. He didn't want to but he was pretty sure rin already knew.

Nagisa: hey!

Rin texted back rather quickly.

Rin: Hey, how are you?

Nagisa: Amazing!! how are you!

It was so easy to lie when you were texting someone. They never saw your face so they can't tell when you're lying. Nagisa loved it!

Rin: Good

Rin: Do you have time to hang out today?

Nagisa: I'd have to ask my parents but I'm not sure!

Nagisa: Where do you wanna meet?

Rin: Wanna go to the park or something?

Nagisa: Sure! I have something to tell you when I get there!

Rin: Ok. Meet in 5 minutes

Nagisa: Ok!

Nagisa got off his bed and went downstairs. "Hey mom I'm gonna go over to rins house"! He yelled while grabbing his shoes. "What about lunch"? "I'm eating at his house"! "I'll ask his parents Nagisa"! Nagisa walked out the door and ran over to the park.

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They went over to the swings to talk. "So what did you wanna tell me"? Rin asked. "I'm gonna be gone for a while". "Gone? Where?" "Well it's kinda hard to explain. I'm going to this place to help me. Um i'm sure you've noticed some things about me. I don't wanna be talking about this but I assume you know"? Rin looked over at Nagisa and back down at his feet. "Yea I guess. I don't know exactly but I did notice." "So your going a hospital I'm guessing" Rin asked. "Yea I guess" "oh". Rin and Nagisa talked after that for a while. Nagisa explains the rest ti Rin. They stayed there until 6. They said there goodbyes and walked home. Nagisa knew he was going to be in trouble when he got home. He didn't really care though. They already knew. And that wasn't going to change. He opened the front door and quietly walked up the stairs. "Nagisa! Get down here"! "I'm tired mom can we talk tomorrow"! He replied. He shut his door and laid on his bed.

—————(time skip to friday cause im lazy like that)