You will be constantly thinking; how can I make this better? How can I change? How can I make him happy? How can I give more to the point he is satisfied? How can I love him more? How can I give more of myself? How can I fix it? How can I? is going to be your anthem, and you are going to drive yourself crazy because he's moving on and he will not look back.
Be honest with yourself. You were at your lowest and broken down. You were unsure and lost hope. You were hiding your fears until you showed them on your sleeve. You felt like everything and everyone was the hammer and you were the nail as they were beating down on you, and it was never-ending. Their empty threats had you scared and you were always running because your weakness was exposed. You were their prey. You didn't know who to believe because of their mixed signals.
You might not see it now, but you are stronger than you can ever imagine.
You cannot become comfortable in your pain. You have to let the pain that you feel turn you into a rose without thorns. There are sixteen pieces on the chessboard. The king is the most important piece, but the difference is that the queen is the most powerful piece!
You are a queen, you can maneuver around your opponents; they do not have the power over your life, your mind, or soul. You might think you've been a prisoner, but that is your past'. Look in the now and work your way to how you want your future to be. Exercise your thoughts into a pattern of letting go, and think positively about more of what you want than what you do not want.
Queen!
You are a queen! As a matter of fact, you are the queen! Act as if you know it!
You are powerful, determined, strong, and you can make the biggest and most extravagant move and put it into action.
Lights, camera, strike a pose, and own it!
It is yours to own!
Yes, you loved and loved so much. You also lost as well, but you lost hurt,
pain, agony, and confusion. You've lost interest in wanting to know answers to unanswered questions. You've lost the willingness to give a shit about what others think. You've surrendered to being fine, that you cannot change the things you have no control over.
You've lost a lot, but you've gained closure. You are now balanced, centered, focused, and filled with peace surrounding you in your heart, mind, body, and soul.
Your pride was hurt, but you would rather walk alone and be more willing to give and learn more about the queen you are.
You lost yourself in the process, but the more you learn about the new you, the more you will be so much in love with yourself. The more you learn about the new you, the more you will know your worth. The more you learn about the new you, the happier you are going to be, and this time around you will be smiling inside and out!
The dots are now connecting. You feel alive!
You know now that all is not lost. Now that you've cut the cord it is time to give your heart a second chance at loving yourself.
Silence your mind.
Take a deep breath and close your eyes.
As you open your eyes, look at your reflection in the mirror. Aren't you beautiful, Queen?
Embrace who you are. Smile, laugh, welcome the new you, and say, "My world is just now beginning."
A Woman's Love is Never Good Enough 2nd edition
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A Woman's Love is Never Good Enough 2nd edition
SpiritualA Woman makes so many sacrifices on a daily basis for her spouse, her children, family, and friends, which often goes unnoticed and unappreciated. A woman's love and kindness are often perceived as weakness. She is discriminated against in the workp...
