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A/n: the picture is what she cooks!

"victoria please open the door, i'm sorry i didn't mean to cause anything, please open the door" daveed said with pain in his voice 

"victoria may i come in, i won't say a word unless you want me too, " oak said softy i walked to the door to unlock it and pointed at him. he walked in and i closed the door again 

"i'm sorry i'm a mess, all of your probably hate me! just go home" 

"tori i promise you are perfectly fine, no one hates you, they are all right out side the door hoping your okay! we care about you. you are one of us now. a part of the family." oaks voice made me feel okay but my shaking would not stop. i felt as if i couldn't take a breath 

"why do you chose to help me?" 

"because you are incredible and i want you to be okay... and also where can i find nick? me and anthony may need to pay his sorry ass a visit." 

"no don't bug him i'm fine i think, can you ask daveed to come here?" 

"of course" he stood up and walked towards the door unlocking and opening in "daveed she wants you" he walked in slowly with tears in his eyes he looked as if he had been crying more than i had.

"i'm so sorry it's my fault i shouldn't have done anything... i'm an awful person." he hung his head in his hands 

"no daveed it wasn't you, i'm sorry i just after nick hurt me i haven't been kissed at all other than by my brother on my four head i just i lost it i'm sorry." 

" i'm sorry vic, i'm the one who kissed your cheek. i guess i just missed having some one, i've been in your place, last summer i got in a relationship and the girl was really abusive and i didn't know how to break it off, she forced me to do things i didn't want to do... and i haven't had a girl i've trusted enough since to kiss but you showed up and i felt safe." 

"you make me feel safe too" i rested my head on his shoulder , "do you think you can stay tonight? i don't want to sleep alone.." 

"as long as lin doesn't mind no i'll stay... it's nice to be safe together" 

victoria: hey can daveed stay the night? he makes me feel safe.... please 

lin: of course he can, are you okay we're all worried? 

victoria: i'm fine, i had a flash back and i lost it... i just need to be right now i'll be up in the morning for rehearsal at what ever time just come wake us up please 

lin: you got it! love you sis 

victoria: love you! let everyone good night 

"so daveed you can stay, i'll grab you some clothes of lins" 

"i have my own, lin said to bring extra incase we got drunk and stayed the night... i'll go change" 

" no you don't have to if you don't want to, i mean it's not liked i didn't see you almost naked.." 

" true" he said as he began to change in to his pajama pants " do i have to wear a shirt?" 

"nope" 'god please don't' 

"thank god i hate sleeping in them" he turned about shirtless and layed down next to me on the bed i snuggled up to his chest 

" you smell good" he laughed as he played with my hair 

"thank darling good night" he kissed the top of my head

"good night daveed"

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