A Fantasy I Never Knew

Your Touch...

I've been devastated ever since Sensei died. 

She was a white, mutant rat, usually with green silk robes, which had pink cherry blossoms imprinted on them.

I meditate for hours each day, hoping to contact her. I've never succeeded at meeting her in my trance, but I've been meeting someone else... 

It appears, that... we've been meditating at the same time, and, well... for some reason... our spirits come together in a place where we can find peace. It's really just nothing. Just darkness, me, and... and Leo.

Ever since we met, I've felt like he's filled the gap in my life where Sensei used to be. We started off as just friends. But, as we shared each other's pasts, we realized that... We could be something more.

It all started a couple of weeks ago. Leo just kept staring at me.

I noticed at once, and said, "What?! Is there something on my face?"

He looked at the nothingness on the other side of himself, and replied, "N-no! I- uh..."

 "What is it, you know that you can tell me anything!"

 "I... Just... Wish that I could meet you in real life."

 Yeah, that was where it got compicated... If we were going to be a "thing", then how could we when it's only basically a dream?

He reached over and lightly gripped onto my bandana strap. 

"Lea, I love you."

 He tugged at my braid and crashed his lips into mine. I just couldn't take it anymore! I wrapped my arms around his neck, as he slid his around my waist.

I could hear Mika calling me back to reality.

I just mumbled my response, still lost in the kiss.

 "Is something the matter, Mika?" I knew it would come as a clear response in the real world, since I had experienced with this kind of thing before.

I could feel a cold shock coursing through my body.

Probably a water balloon.

 "MIKA!"

 It only came out as a low grunt in our trance, but I knew that it would be ear-piercing in reality.

Meanwhile, things were starting to get more... exciting.

Leo started licking my bottom lip.

Should I let him in?

Or not?

When I didn't decide soon enough, he started rubbing my shell, causing me to let out a small moan.

Seeing this as his chance, he put his tongue in my mouth, exploring.

We had to part for air though.

What a day.

Oh, yeah. 

We come out at night.

We sleep in the day.

Unless villains come and try to mess up my sleeping patterns.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.