Beyond Reality and Imagination

ENG1. Thank You for Loving Me

Ps. My english is not that good, I'm sorry if my grammar is so confusing.

Frank,
When you read this, maybe I already far away from you.
I'm sorry I can't accompany you again.
I'm sorry I can't treat you better.
I'm sorry I have to go like this.
I'm sorry I can't tell you that I love you.
You never realized what I really feel towards you.
I'm afraid if I tell you directly, you will hate me.
Our friendship will be ruined.
I don't want it. I want to stay close with you.
Until this evening, I see you with her. I can't hold it anymore.
My heart hurts like hell.
I'm crying there, watching every scene from far.
I'm there because you chat me, you said you need me, you feel down
And you are in the bridge, where we always been there when we have free time.
You don't need me again.
Why she has to be there before me?
Why you contact her? I thought you just need me?
I step back slowly and turn around.
I can't stop my tears.
I go back to my condo and try to calm down
But the tears still
And I write this for you.
If you know that I love you, will you be mine?
Or you will leave me and you don't want to go near me again?
If I can turn back the time, I will kill this feeling before it hurts me like this.
If I can, I don't want to know you.
But fate want me to meet you, to fall in love with you.
One thing that I know now,
I never regret to love you.
Love you is the happiest thing in my life.
I smile, I cry, I mad, because of you.
Please be happy with the one you love,
If you here, I want to say, from the bottom of my heart

I LOVE YOU.

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"Drake, why you take shower so long?"

Ohm froze, his eyes widened.

"DRAKE!!!"

The door is wide open and what he seeing now is a nightmare. Drake drowned himself on the bathtub. Ohm came because Drake said he needed help to do some homework. Drake go shower when he arrived here, Ohm doesn't notice that two hours has passed. That's why he trying to check it. Ohm lifted Drake's body from the bathtub, checking whether he was breathing or not.

"What the..... argghhh"

There's no heartbeat. He is not sure.

"Drake! Why you do this!!"

Ohm cries, trying to give CPR but his hand is shaking. Ohm dry and then wrapped Drake's body with a towel.

Ohm trying to reach his phone fast and call ambulance. He call Nanon and Chimmon too because they live in same building.

"What the hell is going on, Ohm!"

Nanon and Chimmon come and they got really shock.

"DAMN!" Nanon shouted.

Nanon immediately replace Ohm to provide CPR. Chimmon take whatever shirt and pants for Drake. Suddenly Drake gave his reaction, he coughed out all the water. Chimmon put shirt and pants on him and then the ambulance arrived.

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Nanon, Chimmon and Ohm wait in front of emergency room.

"Ohm, Drake not said something to you?"

Ohm shaking his head. He still in shock.

"Frank, isn't it?" Chimmon said that name, the only name they know who will be the reason behind this. Nanon took his cellphone and call Frank but Frank not pick it up.

"This make me so frustrated" Nanon scratched his head. His phone suddenly ringing.

"Hello" Nanon answer without looking who's calling

"Help... " The voice suprised Nanon. A girl, crying, and said she need help right now. Nanon looks his phone screen, it's Frank's name. After he knows where is she, Nanon immediately went to that place. It's Drake's condo. The girl said they in the rooftop. Nanon can see Frank when he got out of his car, like ready to jump.