Kakashi x Reader

Run away

I walk to the street towards my apartment and I can't help but to think of my past.

How would my mother feel about this? Be falling apart because because of a man. What about my little sister, she was just an infant but yet....I can't help but to feel as if everything was my fault.

An idea popped inside my head. What if I visited my old clan, it may be just a pile of rubble but....I just want to see it again.

I stop in my tracks hearing two voices,

"That was fun kakashi, remember you can't tell Asuma. I want it to be a surprise!"

"Alright Kurenai, I won't tell. But why did you ask me to do it."

"Well....I thought you knew his weakness, and you did so it all planned out perfectly!"

I scoff, I don't even want to know any more. I walk into my apartment and grab a piece of paper and being writing a note.

Sorry team 7,
I need to do something. I'll be back soon.

~(y/n)

I place it on my door and take my leave, first walking towards the place where I first met Naruto, thinking back then when I could care less about anyone, only caring for myself.

I then slowly sneak out the village I now call home

I begin walking and notice a familiar tree. Looking up at it and see the small hole I digged into it. Shaking my head I walked pass the tree and kept going forward.

After a few hours of walking and seeing past campsites, I come across my old clan's home.

Every house I walked into was burnt to a crisp, in one house I walk into what looks like a child's room. The more things in the child's room made it clear it was my friends old room even if it was burned and ashy I can recognize this place anywhere.

"(Y/n)-chan! Let's play a game!"
"Ok! Let's play hide and seek! You're it Aisi-kun!"  Young me runs out the room leaving the small male chasing the little girl.

A small smile came to my face as I walked out of the room, aimlessly walking around I stumbled upon a tree with a makeshift swing that was surprisingly still in good shape.

"Push me Aisi-san! Push me!"  The same girl sits on a swing kicking her legs rapidly as if it would do something. "Do you promise to stay with me forever?"  "I promise Aisi! I will never leave you!"

Happy tears roll down my face from remembrance of my past.

"(Y/n)?"  My mind must have been playing trucks on me but I couldn't help but to answer back. "Aisi?!"

Turning in circles I still found nothing, the small smile became a frown and the tears of joy turned into ones of despair

Throughout my crying I could hear thunder claps in my area, then seconds later rain began pitter pattering on my head, wetting it as more and more rain follows. I get up and hurry to my next destination.

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I walk through the remains of a door entrance. The rain pours down drenching the burned wood.

The floor boards creak and a few snaps happen due to all of the mildew. I look into my old room recognising the floor.

I would always carve designs or meaningless doodles into the wood, there was one plank of wood that was looser than the rest and I would stash photos and things that ment the world's to me at the time

After breaking into the wood I pulled out ashy photos of many people, some people that where travelers that never came back. But every photo had one thing in common....I was in everyone of the pictures. When I got my first camera at the age of twelve I took pictures of everything and everyone.

My breath hitches and my tear flow grows rapidly. I grab the rings my father and I made. We used to make rings out of wood, my father was a wood Craftsman. Some days he would try and teach me how to make things but I would fail... terribly.

Grabbing the rings and holding them in my hands I felt every bump and splinter, while my father's was smooth and perfect. I cough out a chuckle of the memory of my father.

I grab the photos and the rings but choosing to put on the one my father made, he was always better at wood carving. I look at the pictures in my hands, so many memories in just these few photos.

Pictures of my clan, visitors, and more of me and my family. I keep looking looking at the pictures until I spot one that catches my eye entirely.

It's a picture of Jiraiya and my Mother kissing. I flip though another one and once again see them kissing in my parents bedroom.

"(Y/n)!" I hear the voice again coming from my parents room. Stumbling I run towards the voice and trying to match it up with a voice I heard before. With the door practically gone I see a silhouette of my mother.

"Mom!?" I run up to it only to feel a pain in my chest.
STOP! YOU'RE GOING TO MAKE IT WORSE! YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE CAME BACK! "What are you talking about?" ILL TELL YOU LATER BUT GET OUT OF THAT PLACE NOW! I clench my shirt and look at the silhouette once again seeing her dead figure instead of her alive silhouette.

"(Y/n)~ Came back to mommy~ I want to see my baby's face~"

The face on that thing looks horrid, her face is melting her eyes black and her arms have worms and other bugs coming out of her. I back away slowly afraid of turning my back to the creature.

I full on sprint away keeping the pictures in hand but dropping and braking the camera in the process. Looking over my shoulder I see the creature running after me. Leaving the broken camera behind I continue to run away.

I keep my pace fueled by adrenaline and fear, not  daring to look back again.

"JUUBI WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT!"

It's the curse of the (l/n) clan, when someone dies from the clan they resurrect to finish their unfinished business. In this case your mother unfinished business was to kill you. 

"So that means....she killed everyone? She killed my little sister!? Why?"

I'm sorry I don't know. I suppose this is a good time to tell you what I am now.  "Yeah go ahead" well I am a tailed beast, the ten tails. 

"I'm to fucked up right now and at this point.... you're the least concerning thing right now."

Well umm I am the most deadly but to be honest when I first met you I wanted to uses you as a vessel.

"Keep going."

And well being with you has changed me so you don't have to worry about me, I've changed.

"Alright, lets sleep we both need it."

But even at the mention of sleep I didn't stop until I got as far away from that place as I could before even thinking about slowing down.