you are frozen back in your seat and you feel and drop of sweat fall from your forehead.
your vision clears up and your body jolts again in shock and you touch your face checking for blood and cuts.
mattia: what's wrong with you?
you turn to mattia and automatically hug him he awkwardly hugs you back.
cameron: do i have anything on my face?
mattia: no
cameron: oh my god
mattia: what's wrong with you?
cameron: nothing i just had the worst nightmare ever.
mattia: are u okay?
cameron: i think so
mattia: okay then
cameron: how long have i been asleep?
mattia: like an hour. not much.you take a deep breath and check your phone.
0 notifications
you take another deep breath and hole your knees up to your chest trying to comfort yourself. mattia seemed worried.
mattia: are you sure you are okay?
you stare blankly at the seat infront of you making no eye contact and shake your head
"no".
mattia: is there anything you would like me to do?
you rest your chin on your knees
"j-just hold me. please. and never let go" you quietly whispered loud enough for only mattia to hear.
mattia faces you towards him and you burry your face in his chest as he wraps his arms around you.
without him knowing,, a tear drop slowly slid down your cheek onto his olive green champion hoodie.
you didn't care if you barely started getting along. or you barely know him. or if you were committed to not show feeling. you were vulnerable and scared. you needed someone. especially someone who made you feel safe no matter the circumstances.
it slowly started sprinkling until it started raining hard. it didn't both you. the cold drops of water hitting your face felt refreshing. it woke you up. the last thing you needed was to fall back asleep. mattia closed the window and you looked at him disappointed.
"what" mattia murmured
"nothing, just don't let me fall asleep. please."
"is this about the bad dre-"
"it doesn't matter if it was about the dream or not. just don't let me fell asleep." you softly but sternly said.
"okay" he eased.
"how much tile left till he get back home" you said.
"about 6 hours" mattia replied casually.
"fantastic" you sarcastically spoke.
30 MINUTES LATER.
30 minutes of you staring down at your shoes pass by. that dream didn't leave your mind.
"cameron,, cameron" you faintly heard but didn't bother to pay attention to.
"CAMERON".
you snap out of it and look to the side and see troy.
"what's up" you respond trying to act casual.
"you okay?"
"yeah just had a bad dream"
"you know what will get your mind off it?"
"what"
"cookiessss"
"hand them over whore" you excitedly say.
troy passes you a small bag of cookies and you open them and see and hand rush by and get a cookie.
you turn and see the one and only eating YOUR cookie.
"tf is wrong with you hoe" you question.
"i'm hungry bitch" mattia smirks.
"MY cookies bitch" you emphasize the ' my '.
okay eat your cookies and you watch the teacher get up from her seat.
"OKAY CLASS, WE WILL BE STOPPING AT A REST STOP. PLEASE EXIT THE BUS TO STRETCH, GO TO THE BATHROOM, AND DRINK WATER".
you all get off the bus and as you walk to the girls bathroom, someone trips you.
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