My mum found the note and we talked about it she said she doesn't want me making to many changes and that she wants me to think about it more and take things slow.
She said she firsts wants me to find clothes I'm comfterble in and maybe find ways to fix the way I feel about my body. She also said she will try using they/them pronouns.
It's extremely frustrating as I knew it would be hard but I feel she's only thinking that I'm only gonna be like this for a few months.
When she asked about why I wanna change my name I said my birth name makes me uncomfortable then when I said I'd want a more masculine name she said said I wanted to be a boy.
I'm crying so much and can't handle this I knew it would be hard for her to accept and get used to but I feel she's trying to make me think that this is definitely a phase and once I feel better about the way I look I will be better.
When I said I'm not comfortable with my body she said is it cause of my past which she always brings up when there's something slightly wrong like when I first came out as pan she imidetly said it's cause of my past.
Anyway I hope u r all good and safe
