Ogay so im gonna talk bout something that is pretty serious atleast to me it is.
And that is the way I feel about myself and why I think I might not be nonbinary.
Ok so I have realised that I may not be nonbinary and may be cis I will list my reasons.
I'm in a bad mental state. I have/am going through alot and it has effected me mentally so when I found the trans community I imidetly started thinking oh maybe I'm a boy and then I found nonbinary was a thing so then I like oh I'm not a boy or a girl and honestly I think it's cause I am/was in a bad me tal state at the time so I put my hatred towards myself on being nonhinary/trans.
I was a tomboy when I was younger and I feel I had thought when first trying to figure this out 'oh I prefer to present more masculine I must be a boy'.
I feel also being surrounded and always seeing lgbtq+ stuff especially trans stuff has sort of made me have something to put my hatred for myself on.
Idk if this makes any sense but I will not be continuing this book even tho I already barely updated and I will be distancing myself from stuff like tiktok and Instagram as that's the main parts I see this stuff...
