💥pretty bomb💥 {Katsuki Bakugou x Reader}

Chapter 45

I started to cry. Katsuki tried to comfort me over the phone while mom rubbed my back.

After 20 minutes mom finally convinced me to leave. I sat in the car, my expression blank. I couldn't feel, couldn't hear...I just sat in the car staring at the road as mom drove. I looked at her slightly and wiped my eyes. I looked down and held my hands close, I looked at my phone and went to my social media. I looked down and threw my phone onto the back seat. My life...its all hell.

~a year later~
I woke up a bit earlier than Katsuki. I rubbed my eyes and stood up. I looked at him to see him sleeping peacefully. I sighed and grabbed a bottle of liquor. I chugged from the bottle and set it back under the bed.

I have grown fond of Drinking, Smoking, cutting, doing drugs, and so on. Katsuki doesn't know because I dont want him to worry.

He's still a hero but more behind the scenes. That year I was gone he got some sidekicks, so now they are the main heroes for his agency while he tells them what to do over radio.

I ran a hand threw my hair and looked at a mirror. I stopped eating unless Katsuki told me too which was usually only dinner when he was actually home. I took off my night shirt and my sweats and looked in the mirror.

My breasts were much smaller than before. I was also really skinny which im suprised Katsuki hasn't noticed. All my scars were slowly healing, but of course I cut to make more.

Katsuki isn't exactly a boyfriend who acknowledges my appearence so he never points anything out. Im assuming so he doesn't make me feel insecure or ugly.

I looked at my phone and saw a message from Denki.

"Jiro wants me to bug you guys and see if y'all are still coming to the baby shower. She wont stop bugging me since im the only one with your new phone number." It read. I sighed and messaged.

"Katsuki will be there...I might show up. I dont know." I sent it and he responded with okay. I put a bra and a baggy hoodie on. I put on some short shorts and heard a loud snort.

"Katsuki your very loud when you wake up." I stated. He chuckled a bit and messed with his hair. "And since your up you can go by a gift for those "lovely" expecting couples."

"And?"

"And shave...I don't like the stubble it makes you look OLD." I laughed. He went up behind me and kissed me cheek. I looked in the mirror. He had gotten taller than me by like a whole foot. I must have shrunk.

"Your so pretty Y/N. How was I so lucky." He questioned grabbing my hand. I looked at him and blushed.

"Dancing? Right now?"

"Yup. I like these new legs. I wanna use them as much as I can." He smiled. I nodded and placed my hand on his shoulder and he held my hand.

Katsuki's legs ended up going permanently numb from his jump. So they removed them. Hatsume was sweet enough to make him some robotic ones like she had done for my arms. His were fire proof and heat didn't effect them. He enjoyed being able to walk now and seeing him happy is the cutest thing ever.

"You know Y/N. You would look cute in a white expensive dress." He stated blushing. I was now really confused.

"Why white?? I like the dark green colors you pick out for me? And why expensive I'm broke as hell!" I yelled at him. He rubbed his neck and started to laugh. I grabbed his nipple and twisted it.

"Your mean. You make no sense!" I yelled at him. He looked at me and ruffled my hair.

"I know I'm mean. Now come eat breakfast. Remember I have to go to the stupid baby shower. And you are coming with if you like it or not." He stated picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder. I looked at him.

"GO CHANGE AND PUT SOME CLOTHES ON!!" I yelled. He laughed and set me down. He went to the bathroom and shut the door. I rubbed my neck and looked up. He's gotten sweeter. It's kind of scary. I sighed and went to the kitchen and sat down on a bar stool.

"So. When were you gonna tell me that you drank?" He questioned as soon as he left the bathroom. I looked at him wide eyed.

"I-I-"

"I guess we can both spill. We've been doing the exact same things behind eachothers backs am I correct?" He questioned tossing me my favorite apple bear. "I found that while cutting. And its not my hot cherry so it must be yours."

"K-Katsuki I-Im-"

"Now before you apologize." He came up to me and kissed my forehead. "You have no reason too...People have everything we both want...I can see why your depressed. And you can probably see the same for me..." He stated looking down. I looked at him and grabbed his hand. I placed it on my cheek and held it close.

"I'm taking you on a date...Tonight..." He stated. I looked at him abit.

"U-Umm okay..." I kissed his hand and looked at him.

"So I guess no breakfast then because we are so use to dinner huh." He stated. I nodded and looked at him. He just wants to be happy. No more being better. Just to live his life...things just get in the way.

"Hey Katsuki...I want a Ferret..." I mumbled. He looked at me abit and smiled.

"A pet would be nice. There so cute too." He laughed. I nodded and handed him my phone.

"I want this one..." He grabbed my phone and looked at it. It was of a Ferret who looked abused and scared. She was only a couple Yen.

"Y/N-"

"I want things to be happy...when we can't be...And I don't want to try for a kid yet...because I might loose it...I want a pet...That has been threw the same pressure and fear we have." I stated. He looked at me and nodded.

"If it will make you happy I'm down." He smiled. I nodded and smiled. He ruffled my hair and kissed my forehead.

"I love you Y/N."

"You too..."