To the sister I once had
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry God let you die.
Your eyes must've been wonderfully pretty,
I know that through them, the sky would've painted the entire Galaxy.
I'm sorry I didn't know you.
You disappeared from a world that you didn't know
You vanished from a world that didn't carry you.
The imaginary memories that I have of you can't be enough to extend the life you didn't live.
You are disappearing.
I'm sorry sis.
I wish I can tell you that I love you,
But I can't love people that I don't know.
I wish I could've been there to hold your tiny hand when, in your eyes, the light was vanishing.
But I know that my hand in yours wouldn't have expelled the darkness in which you were diving.
I wish I knew you
But I know that I have to wake up.
So now that I have to stop being sappy about everything,
Let me tell you, I'm Glad.
I'm Glad you didn't know this world,
'cause everything is upside down.
What was wrong is now right
What was right begins to become wrong.
There is not light anymore,
The whole world prefers anger;
It prefers to smile without reaching their eyes,
So when everyone was wearing a mask,
There was not difference.
Listen sis,
Never wish to be reborn as a human,
People prefers puppies now: there are cutter.
But beware, some end up leaving them behind when they become a burden.
You can be a rock.
My rock.
My little pearl, the one I'll carry around without getting tired.
I'll love you 'cause I'll know you.
I'll hold you and the darkness will never take you away from me.
I said I was sorry
But I'm also glad
'Cause I wouldn't stand to see your eyes bleeding salt water because of some idiots.
I would've become a killer.
'Cause I couldn't stand you being anxious either because of school or life, nor because you would' ve been obligated to fight for the world acceptance at some point.
I'm Glad you are dead sis,
'Cause anxiety would' ve tried you too,
And your head would've become your worst enemy.
I'm glad you are gone.
I'm relieved and I believe that the place where you are at, has more peace than Earth, than my heart.
You must never wish to come back,
'Cause you'll never find a more peaceful place.
Hey Fedora,
I learnt your name when I was thirteen years old,
But nothing more.
So I kind of know you right?
I guess I love you then.
P. S I'm trying my best to win my own fight.
The Unique Note.
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Life can be sad sometimes, right?
