Hey Baby,
I heard you are unwell,
I'm sorry for the pain I have caused to you.
But hey Baby,
You must look at it from the bright side
An heartbreak doesn't kill you,
You giving up on yourself, will.
So I'm sorry baby,
But you have to think of smiling now.
Love you.
The 1st Note.
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Hey Boy,
I saw you yesterday at the bus stop.
You were in front of me a'd despite the fact you were looking at me,
You couldn't see me.
But I didn't mind.
At least, I got to see you.
Just you.
Even if I'm waiting for the real you to reappear.
The one I killed that night.
Be safe.
The 2nd Note.
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Hey Love,
I'm sorry but tonight I'm lonely,
So I took a few steps back.
I'll admit that I cried a lot.
I had a conversation with myself and
Together, with my mind,
We decided that we miss you like crazy.
...
Sorry, I got carried out...
I don't mean all of this, love
Just like I didn't mean to push you out.
I'm sorry for kicking you out of my life.
Love you more than ever.
The 3rd Note
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Hey Mate,
Yesterday night was wild.
I finally got to talk with my father.
I think he hates me. But I don't care.
You're the only one who hurts me when it comes to hate,
So I decide to ignore him.
...
Ah. I forgot.
I also had a dream about you last night: you were laughing.
I did hate myself for waking up in a silent house.
Miss you.
xoxo.
The 4th Note
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Hey Kai,
Guess where I am? At the beach.
You know, the one where you knelt down to tie my shoes although I didn't have one?
Yeah, that one.
Like you suggested, I took myself out.
I went to a park, I painted a stranger smile,
I went at a bookstore and ended up here.
I'm sorry, but I forgot to eat.
...
It seems like I can't live by myself, by I'm managing.
I' m still alive, so you better start smiling for real now.
The 5th Note.
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Hey Honey,
I shouldn't have go to the sea.
I should've locked myself in.
Why?
Because The Sea so was beautiful that I feel like dying.
I did forget why I wasn't going out.
I was avoiding beauty.
I was avoiding you.
Because you are beauty itself, because beauty was us.
...
I should have run away,
But I did see the waves, I listened to them and I cried at their broken love story.
Our fallen love story.
'Cause like them, I was beautiful but dangerous,
But like the brave sailor, you came to me,
I warned you but you said :'' hey, I have the strongest and hardest ship to sink''
...
I did sink it, you did lose yourself in me.
I made our story a Titanic drama,
I made you my lively Jack.
I'm still burdened, so you better not be.
The 6th Note.
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Hey you,
It has been a year.
I know you don't miss me anymore
I know your broken heart is being fixed.
'Cause I saw you yesterday.
And I' ve never seen you that smiley,
Your eyes came back to life, I'm glad.
...
Just so you know: I finally stopped feeling sorry for myself.
I hugged my father this morning and I've never cried that much, I swear.
You were right, like always.
I did miss him.
...
After all this time, I think it's time for you to know this :
I'm at fault. I loved you like I was loving myself,
But I didn't know that it was hate.
You were so perfect, I was the flaw.
Now that I know that you are loved like you should,
I've never been so happy.
Let that sink in, baby.
The 7th Note.
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Hey stranger,
I met a lovely boy this morning.
He's about to have '' three popsicles'' like He said himself.
He told me a story about his dad, his amazing dad.
His hero.
He told me about him narrating to him some bed story about '' the princess who refused to be saved'',
It made me think of you.
I smiled all day.
...
Hey stranger,
I'm happy for you.
You have an amazing family,
The one you wouldn't get if you continued to hold on that sappy princess.
You deserved the world,
Glad I wasn't that world.
P. S He has your smile.
The Final Note.
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Don't lose yourself into someone else's sadness.
