Seems like this is all a dream.
So why did this happen?
You left me with tears on the runway
After all the things we had together why throw it all away?
Changes happen to everyone but I don't change when I'm in love.
The thought of losing you was the Devils voice.
This is too dangerous for me.
As these demons creep inside my mind the day you left. Leaving scratches in my mind telling me to let go.
Love. Love is a powerful word. With many meanings.
Change. Change seems to happen everyday.
You. You seemed to be fine.
Leaving me behind with secrets of sadness and leaving me in hell.
I can't keep pretending that I'm okay and happy without you.
You know me too well.
Distance tore us apart. And I don't know if I should talk to you.
Man of my dreams. Best friend for years. Knows me better than I know myself. Just faded away in an instant.
You created a monster you just don't care about to destroy the world.
These changes are taking me slowly and more painfully than anyone has ever before.
Hold me as I cry. But these changes took that away.
Do you even miss me?
Did you even love me?
What made you change your mind so instantly...
The thought of you was all to dangerous but my biggest nightmare became reality.
Now I'm the monster in my own horror story.
Destroying myself every night when I'm alone.
These changes have scarred me deeply.
While I keep trying to pretend to be somebody else that Im to scared to be.
You said you wouldn't hurt me. That you would mean It 100 percent when you said I love you.
But what happened..
I just wish I could take these feelings away cause my love for you is killing me more knowing I'll never have you again..
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PoesíaAbout a long distance relationship and the boyfriend breaks up with her after he finds out she got molested because he couldn't handle not being able to protect her. She becomes really depressed.
