'Til we meet again

Prologue

Before,  I don't really believe in the world of love. Because I believe that love can lead you to heartache.

It can also lead you to death if you love to much. Like what they say.

To much love will kill you.

And I experience it already to my first boyfriend. Or better to say: 'My first playboy boyfriend'.

He is the type of a person na unang kita ko pa lang ay minahal ko na nang walang pag alinlangan. I give him all my love, just to make him secured.

Hindi lang dahil sa gwapo siya sa paningin ko, kundi dahil minahal ko talaga siya ng buong puso.

Siya iyong pinag alayan ko nang buong pagkatao ko. Ibinigay ko ang lahat sa kaniya nang buong puso and without hessitation kasi nga mahal ko siya, ni hindi ko na nga inisip ang sarili kong kapakanan pati ang kredibilidad ko mapasaya ko lang siya. Masiyado akong nagtiwala sa kaniya.

I put all my effort to our relationship, I poured all my love into him and I had almost nothing left for myself, I give everything to him wholeheartedly kasi nga mahal ko siya.

I lied to my parents, manytimes, it just because I just want to be with him all the time kasi nga for me time is priceless and precious whenever when I'm with him. Ganiyan ko siya kamahal.

But all my effort has been wasted.

Nagtiwala ako na ako lang pero hindi pala, marami pala kami. Hindi lang isa, dalawa o tatlo. Wala akong alam na all along niluluko niya lang pala ako and it hurt me so bad. Kasi buong akala ko siya na but I'm wrong!

He was just a peace of sh*t that I want to step on my shoes over and over again, iyong tipo na gustong gusto ko siyang durugin hanggang sa mapisa siya.

But it doesn't matter anymore..

One day Karma will hit him..

And I know it will get better soon..

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I thought, after what happened to me, e. Wala na akong pag-asa, akala ko wala na magmamahal sa akin nang totoo..

But, I was wrong...

Because in the midst of my heartaches there was a person suddenly came into my life..

The person who let me feel and realize if what's the real meaning of love.

I meet him because of my two common friends/ classmates.

He is a serious type of a guy.

But he is the guy who makes me feel comfortable everytime that I'm with him.

He accept everything about me, my attitude, my flows, and my imperfection.

Hindi niya pinaramdam na may kulang sa akin.

He always make me happy.

Lagi siyang nandiyan ka pag may problema ako. Kaya hindi ko maramdaman na nag-iisa ako.

He always bring positive vibes in my life.

But.. Sa kabila nun, kahit lagi siya nandiyan sa tabi ko kulang pa din. Parang hindi parin sapat.. Nag hanap parin ako nang tao na bubuo ng pagkatao ko.

Naging masiyado akong bulag para hindi makita at maramdaman ang effort na ibinigay niya para sa akin.

I'm such a fool for not noticing him.

For not noticing his feelings for me.

Naghanap parin ako nang iba...

Binalikan ko parin ang taong nanakit sa akin.

Hanggang sa...

I made a mistake that definitely change my life. A beautiful mistake that I will never regret. Because she's everything to me. The first day I saw her. I feel inlove with her. And she make my life complete.

And It's all because of her.

The beautiful creature that god was given' me. She is the one unexpected precious thing that I don't want to lose. 🙂

I will never regret for having you in my life darling, my angel sent from above.

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Saksihan po na'tin ang masalimoot na  kwento nang kaniyang buhay. Pasilip lang po muna iyan guyz. Hehe..

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