Is it love? - Ondreaz Lopez

Its been so long

Authors note: hey guys... it's been a very very long time since I've written a chapter to this book, so here is another, I might get back into writing more. Please suggest any ideas you have for future chapters! ❤️

Emma's POV
May 17th1
It's been 2 years since I've moved to Australia. Me and Dre had talked for most of the time I've been here, but we stopped talking the past few months. I really want to text him or call him, but idk if I'm ready to hear him voice. If your wondering why, it's because we've both done something bad. You could say we both cheated in a way... but that's not all, I kept pushing him away, like I didn't want him anymore, I didn't care how sad he was, but now I realized, I lost the only person I cared about. All my friends from the hype house and away house all said that I have changed since I've moved. Now I definitely realized... I lost everyone in my life. Even Ethan. We were inseparable, but then things changed. Ethan never let me go out to the club anymore, the bar, or anywhere that had alcohol. Yea... my drinking got bad, it was uncontrollable. And still is. I have a new boyfriend now, we've been dating since Ondreaz and I stopped talking. His name is Eric. He also has a drinking problem, which probably isn't good. Ethan HATES him with a burning passion, probably because I always tend to have bruises and cuts all over my body, and sometimes even burns. Ethan thinks it's from Eric but, I'm not sure, I'm always drunk so I do t know where they come from, they just appear. Anyways... I have to go, Erica coming over to watch a movie.

August 19th
Me and Eric broke up last week, I stopped drinking as much as I used to, and me and Ethan are still kinda friends? Idk, it's hard to explain. I still haven't texted Ondreaz, I really want to but, he probably moved on and forgot all about me. At this point, I'm useless, and I just feel like a whole mess, that can never be cleaned. I've had some suicidal thoughts, since there is no one who cares anymore. But I'm going to try to fight through this, and I have to live with what I've done.

January 8th
I just ran into Ondreaz earlier this morning. Why is he in Australia? We haven't talked in so long, a tear and a half to be exact. Wow... it's been that long without him, how did I survive...
~flashback~
I woke up on the couch and I was really sore, and had aching pains in my chest and hip, so I decided to go to the store to get some medicine. I might go to the doctors tomorrow.
(20 minutes later)
I finally got to the store and I went straight to the medicine isle, at this point it was hard to breathe, I might actually go to the doctors today. Anyways, I was walking to the checkout and as I was walking by the clothes, I bumped into someone.
"Oh, I'm so sorry," I say looking at the ground
"It's ight, no biggie" a familiar voice replied.
I look up to the person next to me, and it was... Ondreaz.
"O-Ondreaz..." I stutter
"Oh, hey... long time no see" Ondreaz says more on the sad and annoyed side.
"Owww" I shout, holding my chest
"You ok?" Ondreaz says less annoyed
"I— *gasp*" I try to say I couldn't breathe, but nothing came out of my mouth. I then faint right then and there. But before I faint, I hear Ondreaz say, "hey, Emma! Em-".