loving you HARTBIG/HARTSQUARED

chapter 8

MamriesPOV

At the café

I see hannah sitting in our usual spot, I instantly get butterflies seeing her.

"Hey mames" Hannah says I soon realise I'm staring at her awkward.....

"Oh hey hannah"I say

"You know you can sit down"she says looking at me

"Oh yeah sorry"I say back

"Are you okay mamrie you seem a little nervous" she says in a worried tone

"Who me, im fine"I lie

"Are you sure you know you can tell me anything right" she says putting her hand on top of my hand.

Oh no I suddenly feel a rush of electricity flow through me I move my hand away from Hannah's.

"Yeah I know, have you ordered yet?" I ask trying to change the subject

"Good change of subject mamrie, anyway I ordered two diet cokes"she says smiling

"Okay do you want me to order you some food I'm away to get some soup" I say

"Can you get me a soup as well I will pay for it here"she says while pulling out her purse

"No its fine I'll pay"I say

"Are you sure" she asks

"Yes I will be right back"I say

I make my way over to the till and ask for two soups they give me a card with our table number on it I say thank you and walk away.

"I'm back miss me"I ask smiling

"Makes you were gone five minutes but of course I did"she says laughing

That laugh it drives me crazy

"I will be right back I'm just gonna go to the little girls room"I say

"You just got back but okay be back soon"she says

I make my way to the bathroom and just sit there on the toilet crying my eyes out I just can't handle being here with Hannah it kills me inside. She will never love me the way I love her but why would she love someone like me a fat useless person who has no real friends even her fellow cheerleaders don't like her everyone liked grace she is skinny, beautiful and has friends. Shit I better get back to Hannah she will be wondering where I got to, I dry my eyes so I look semi-presentable. I walk back to the table our soup is there.

"I'm back again I'm sorry"I say as I sit back down

"Its fine"she smiles

Hannah eats our soup I leave most of mine

After food

"So are you ready?"Hannah asks

"For what?"I ask

"The beach silly"she says laughing

"Em do you mind if we dont?"I ask

"Why?"she asks

"Just because I em em don't feel well"I lie

"Okay maybe next time, can I come over to yours?"she asks

"Yeah sure"I say

Hannah's pov at mamries house

We've been at mamries for half an hour she's been acting weird and I'm gonna get to the bottom of it.

I ask if I can use her bathroom which is upstairs next to her bedroom which gives me some time to look in her room for clues.I walk in to mamries bedroom which is surprisingly clean I try and find her diary.

Think Hannah think where does mamrie usually keep her diary oh I know under her pillow I find it I put it in my bag and creep to the bathroom flushing the toilet for effect and

"Oh hey makes I think I'm gonna go home and get ready for grace coming tommorow okay"I say

"Yeah han thats fine see you later"