(it is both from my perspective as well as SSR's perspective, I think this was exactly he would've felt at times but never did so just like me as I know he was murdered, thanks to 5454tiffany)
I am sitting on my bed with hands on my head,
Right now all I can feel is sad,
My life is full of regrets,
And my heart is full of secrets,
Childhood was so good, I wish I could go there,
Not to visit it but to stay there.
I feel as if my heart is stabbed with a knife,
I wish I could give my life,
In a crowded place I feel so alone,
Wana go to a roof and jump to break a bone.
Would world be a better place if I die?
I wish someone comes and tells me its a lie,
I hate my life, I hate my fate,
When will I die, waiting for the date.
(At one time I always felt like this and now also I feel the same, tbvh I wrote it long ago but posting here as his and my perspective both)
