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𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑'𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 wow so today marks the 10 year anniversary of one direction forming. i know they will never see this, but i wanted to write a little something for them.
i want to start this off with a thank you. thank you for always being there for us, telling us that everything was going to be alright even though you were breaking on the inside. thank you for making us feel like we were most important people in the world, especially when we felt worthless. thank you for believing in us and telling us we could do anything we set our minds on. thank you for giving us advice, whether though a song or a tweet. thank you for interacting with us during concerts, social media, meet and greets and when we see you in the streets. thank you for treating us like we are more than just fans. thank you for always encouraging us to be ourselves and not care about what others think of us. thank you for always defending us, no matter what. thank you for loving us no matter our religion, race, gender or sexuality. thank you for treating us equally and not caring about the way we looked or dressed. thank you for the amazing music that you have put out, both solo and during the band thank you for all the inside jokes that we will forever hold close to our hearts thank you for all the memories you have given us over the course of the last 10 years. thank you for giving me a family, without you guys i wouldn't have met some people who I call family today. most importantly, thank you for giving me a reason to live, without you guys i don't even want to think about the state i will be in today.
i don't think i can ever thank you guys enough, you might not know it but you have impacted my life in so many ways and i am so grateful for that. sometimes i wonder what would have happened if Liam got in the first time, or if katy said no to Niall or if Zayn's mum didn't get home out of bed that morning, or if the boys made it through boot camp, etc. every time i think of that, i realise how lucky we are and how the universe works in mysterious ways. you guys have played such a big role in my life and made me who i am today, i don't think i can ever fully imagine a world where the band does not exist.
there is so much more i want to say but the words are not coming to me right now and to be honest i don't think they ever will. some of the things i want to say are just too personal and i don't think I'm ready to write it down yet, maybe some day i will be.
i want to end this of by saying that I will always love you guys no matter what, you guys will always hold a special place in my heart. i am so proud of where you guys have come as both solo artists and as a band. i don't care if you guys come back or not anymore i just want y'all to be happy. as amazing as it will be your happiness is more important to me. once again that you for every thing i love you guys so much <3
i just realised that today is also the one month anniversary of me and rosedtattoo knowing each other. di, i just want to thank you for being such an amazing person. thank you for all the advice you have given me and just being the best person ever to me. i feel like I've known you forever, i seriously can't believe it's only been a month. i don't know what i did to deserve you, but im so thankful and grateful that you are in my life. words will never be able to express how much I love you, you are one of the best things that has ever happened to me. here's to out first anniversary and way more to come, i love you so much baby <3
