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───── ❝ 𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐚𝐧𝐚 ❞ ─────
I'm an ignorant person and it's really useful for me. I don't give any fuck about what the other would think about me. I usually just keeping myself in silence and not bothering what they would say towards me.
But I'm actually a very sensitive person. I hate the fact that I always cry at night and regretting what I've done earlier. I hate to keep pretending that I'm totally fine, keep laughing and joking with the others while my own heart is bleeding. I hate me.
ding!
Jeanne: teteh aku sayang teteh (i love you sis)
Me: ih, kenapa tiba2 (why so suddenly?)
Jeanne: teteh gila aku jadi sayang banget (you're crazy and it's makes me love you so much)
I slowly sigh while I read that messages.
And then I smile.
But I realized that I never replied that I love her back, because I'm such a coward and dumb person.
