(Reiner the antagonist >:))
I wake up in my boyfriend's arms. We have a place together, but separate rooms. We didn't know each other when we first moved in. This time, I was in his bed.
He looks like he's been awake for a bit. I flutter my eyes open to see him looking at me.
"How long have you been up?" I ask in a tired voice.
"Not long." he says as he tucks my hair behind my ear.
We get ready for school, and we get into his car. And as always, he puts his hand on my inner thigh.
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I reach into my locker for my books and when I close it, I see Reiner beside me.
"Can I help you?" I ask.
"No, you can't." he replies with sarcasm. "Wanna walk to class?"
Jean doesn't have the same class as me. I would always walk with him.
"Okay." I agree.
We're walking silently until he breaks it.
"You know, Mikasa, we aren't very different. I'm the second best of our year."
"That still means I'm better than you~" I hum.
He laughs. "Yeah, I guess so."
We pass Jean at his locker, and it seems they made eye contact. But, Reiner winked at Jean and his face immediately hardened. I make eye contact with him and give him a smile, which didn't really effect his state. I might've made it worse.
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The ride is silent on the way home. I feel an uncomfortable aura around him. He doesn't touch my leg or my hand at all, let alone kiss me.
We walk through the front door, and when I close it, I get frustrated.
"What's the deal with you?!" I argue. "One day you can't stop looking at me and now you don't even want to come in contact with me?!"
He gets frustrated too, and says:
"What's the deal with you and Reiner, huh? Smiling at me like a cougar?!"
"I am NOT a cougar!!" I yell. "I gave you a genuine smile, smartass!"
"Yeah okay, then why did he wink at me?!" he asks.
"I don't know! Maybe he's just trying to annoy you like boys do!" I exclaim.
"That sure didn't feel like it!" he says in a strong tone.
"Who's fault is that? I didn't wink or give you a cougar smile, so why are you so fucking mad?!" I rage, storming off into my room.
It's been hours. I've cried silently for a while. I've stared at my ceiling in thought. I've skipped a meal. I don't want to go out and face him with the tension between us right now. I think I'd rather starve...
I'm on my bed, pulling my hood over my face. I hug my knees as I stare into my blankets in thought.
What if he decides to break up with me? Does he really think I'm cheating on him?I hear a knock on my door which snaps me back into reality.
"Come in." I say blankly, looking at my door.
I slowly see Jean walk in, and he looks just as bad as I do. His hair looks ruffled, and his eyes are puffy.
Well, let's get this over with.
"Hey..." he says softly, sitting on the edge of my
bed beside me."Hey..." I reply, staring at the floor.
"I'm sorry," his voice sounds numb. "I shouldn't have lashed out on you like that."
"Why did you?" I ask, glancing at him.
"I heard Reiner say that you two aren't different. It hurt me because I know I'm not better than him. I'm only the top 6. He's the top 2." His voice sounds envious now.
"Who cares about rankings?" I give him a small smile. "What matters is what's in here." I poke my
finger to his chest, where his heart is."Forgive me," he says while a tear runs down his cheek.
"Shhh, no need to worry. You were just a little jealous," I whisper, wiping away the tear with my thumb. "I'm not gonna leave you for him. We're just friends."
"Promise?" he asks, putting his hand on mine with caution.
"Swear on it." I assure him, putting my free hand on his cheek.
He pulls me into a hug that probably lasted 10 minutes.
All in all, that was a good and bad experience.
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Jeankasa Oneshots
FanfictionI do these when I'm bored. Comments suggestions and stuff for my otp! I adore the cover for this book. Credits to @UzumakiAni_ on twitter <3